The kid in Azkaban

Chapter fuck what chapter is this?

I bolted up, awakened by another dream. I sighed and stood up. I walked into to the bathroom, looking in the mirror. My hair dark purple. I shook my head violently. I turned on the faucet and splashed my face with water. I looked dead. Maybe I was.... inside.

I opened the door and quietly left the room and into the hallway on the stairs. I walked along the hallway, my feet dragging across the floor. I was looking at my feet until I bumped into something or someone.

I fell down on the ground as I looked up. A girl, her hair shinning in the dark. A bright blonde color. She held out a hand to help me up. I gently pulled myself up with her help. "Haven't I seen you around here before?" She asked. I slowly nodded my head.

My hair turning a forest green, vines growing around my arms. Her eyes widened. "What's with-." I waved my hands at her dismissively. She just slowly nodded. She towered over me with her height. She was extremely skinny, almost unhealthy.

"Olivia- Olivia Rose." She smiled at me. "Alex." I said quietly. I glanced at the ground. I felt her stare on me as I nervously shifted my weight from side to side. "What are you doing up after curfew?" She asked curiously. "I could ask you the same." I mumbled.

She was in Hufflepuff robs. After a moment of silence she asked another question. "Are.... are you okay?" She asked.

I whipped my head up and stared at her in the eyes. A bright blue color. A bit annoyed at her choice of questions I gently shook my head. My hair a pale orange and my hands carrying flames.

"No-. No I don't think so." "What's wrong?" She asked. I sighed. "My uh my mom-." I scrunched up my nose. "Is with Voldemort, she's being tortured."

"Oh my god."

I nodded. "I would have killed him by now-." My hair turning a fiery red. The flames in my hair were lightly burning my ears. "But that's Harry's job." I shook my head.

She just simply nodded. I looked at her. "I think I better go now." I mumbled. She looked at me and nodded. I stood up and walked away. "See you around....Yeah?" I asked. "Course!" Her voice fading in the dark.

I walked to my dorm and back to my bed. Falling asleep quickly as my head hit the pillow.

I woke up the next morning and put on black skinny jeans and a black t-shirt, ignoring the dress code and uniform.

Hermione rolled her eyes at me. I put on black combat boots and a Griffindor beanie. Slipping my wand in my boot I left the common room and to my first class. I slept through breakfast. First class was potions with Severus of course. I shook my head, clearing my thoughts as my hair turned a bright white color.

Severus teaching, glanced at me. He knew what that color meant, he new what all my colors meant. White of course was bored. He raised an eyebrow, and continued teaching. I can't help the fact my hair changes every time I have a different emotion... I sighed as my hair turning purple, in frustration.

I put my head down on the table and mentally groaned. Annoyed as my hair turned orange. Severus just watched me at his desk amused at my struggle against my fight with my hair and emotions.

I finished the assignments as my day went past. Finally it was time for lunch. I sat down at the table next to Harry. I spotted Olivia next to Cedric not eating. I raised my eyebrow at her. It clicked, I immediately sensed something as I stood up and pulled her off to the side.

I started at her in the eyes, trying to figure her out. She kept asking me what I wanted as she struggled against my grip on her arm. My face drained as I loosened my grip. I looked at her sternly before opening my mouth and quickly closing it. My hair purple. I thought for a while before opening it again, "Why don't you...." I paused.

She stared in my eyes waiting for me to continue. "Ever eat..?" I looked at her. Her face hardened as she looked around. "I do-." "Cut the shit, it's obvious." I said a bit to harshly. She looked at me before tearing up. "I'm fat-." I scoffed at what she was saying. I hugged her as she started crying.

"Stop your crying, helpless feeling." I looked in her eyes. "Dry your eyes and start believing. There's one thing they'll never take from you."

With that I left her my hair turning a bright red as I walked down the hallway. My vision red as I made my way down to the dungeon towards Severus's office. I needed to rant. I slammed the door open. I could barley see because everything was red. My hands on fire, my teeth clenching.

Dumbledoor and Severus were sitting together talking when their heads whipped up at me. My mind was racing. How could she think that. It's not just her though, everyone around the world have these thoughts that they have to fit societies idea of perfection.

I shook my head. "And the demons that she hides... Are all she knows." I whispered. They looked at me with confusion."And maybe she can fall in love with someone in her life that she could trust." I said bitterly. "And tell her she's enough, HOW COME NO ONES TOLD HER SHES ENOUGH?!?" I yelled.

They looked startled at my sudden outburst. I wanted to help her, because I was once like that, worse maybe. I wouldn't want to see anyone to go through what I did. Everything was red as I passed out the world turning black.

I woke up in the hospital bed, the golden trio and Severus followed by Dumbledoor stood around my bed. I groaned as my head throbbed. "Alex you need to control your anger." Severus said sternly. I rolled my eyes, my hair turning orange.

"It's not that easy." I stated. Whenever I feel a different emotion I get overwhelmed. I can't necessarily help that.

Madam pomfre gave me some medications before telling me I could leave. I stood up a bit dizzy and walked out. I needed to find a way to control my emotions. I shook my head frustrated as my hair turned purple. "FOR FUCKS SAKE!" I yelled.

"Why can't I just be a normal wizard?!?" I whispered as my hair turned an icy blue. Hermione put her hand in my shoulder. "Come to Dumbledoors army tonight." She whispered in my ear. I nodded and walked around the long corridors.

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