ruel imagines 💫

hard sometimes

A/N: I dont mean to go all sad on y'all but I'm in my feels haha

You have recently received bad news and it's hard to cope with causing you to avoid your boyfriend ruel.

I sat up in my bed and got up to the bathroom. I shut and locked the door and turned my head to the mirror. I broke down immediately. I was looking at a girl who was a whole mess. I dont want that to be me.

I leaned against the door and slid down sobbing. My parents never were home due to their busy work schedules. My phone vibrated on the counter of the sink multiple times.

I grabbed my phone and checked the notification. Missed call from Ruel bby. I stared at his name not knowing what to do. Mentally, I felt lost and confused. In my hand my phone vibrated again.

Come on babe please don't ignore me :( I heard what happened and I just want to be there for you please talk to me.                                                 

My heart dropped and guilt filled up my body. Hes only trying to help I should let him. Maybe he can help me feel fixed and not broken. After thinking about it I decided to facetime him. He answered the phone immediately after I called.

"Y/n talk me baby" he sat there staring at his phone. "I-I am broken and I don't know if-if i can be fixed" i cried out. "I'm going over okay and you don't have a say in this" he said before we hung up.

20 minutes later I heard the front door open. Footsteps came up the stairs and I opened the door to the bathroom. He quickly made his way to where I was.

He cupped my face and kissed my forehead. "Hey" he smiled. I smiled through the pain back at him. He sat down next to me on the floor.

"Ruel I feel like the most terrible person. Am I terrible?" My voice shakes with emotion. "You're not I promise. Nothing was your fault I can guarantee it" he placed his hand on my thigh giving me comfort.

"She was my best friend. Lucy lived in pain because of her medical problems and I didnt visit her every single day like I promised" I began to sob as I remembered my friend. "She still loved you and she still does. You were there as much as you could've been"

Ruel wrapped his arms around me as I leaned my head on his shoulder. He let me vent to him and he didn't show any judgement. He could fix me when no one else can. I'm in love.