I'll always come back to you, the sequel

9

i woke up the next morning between zane and heath like i normally did when we drink, for some weird reason we lay together and tell stupid stories till we finally pass out, i walked out onto the balcony with a bounding head ache. i watched as the waves crashed and the air become warmer. i sat in peace until i realized what i did, what david and i did last night. my heart raced as i sat with wide eyes as my fingers traced my lips where he kissed again, the sensation still hadnt gone away. i moved my finger tips onto my neck where his lips planted so softly. tears filled into my eyes as i moved my hand over my mouth as the tears poured.

i just ruined davids whole life.

the sliding door opened as heath stood there, "hey ba- elena whats wrong?? are you okay?!" he asked holding my face in his hands as i just kept looking at him scared and shook my head.

"tell me what happened last night elena.." he said searching in my eyes for an answer.

"i..i .. i ruined everything heath.." i whispered as panic still remained on my face as confusion remained on his face until, it didnt. and he looked at me in a panic also.

"elena please tell me what i think happened, did not happen.." he said pulling a chair in front of me and sitting down in it as he rubbed his face with his hands in stress.

"i dont..it just.. happened.." i whispered looking down at my hands as i watched tears fall onto them.

"elena.. do not tell anyone. you guys were drunk. his emotions are all over the place and it was an accident yeah? it was just a mistake, they happen. right?" he asked as if he was saying for this to work out it had to be one.

"it meant nothing." i lied to his face, "it was an accident, it wont happen again." i said as i looked towards the ocean, relief lied on heaths face, "good then let it go, forget about it. natalie doesnt need to know." heath said as i nodded in agreement. heath kissed the top of my head as he headed back inside to shower. i stood up and leaned onto the ledge and looked at the view.

was heath right? do i just forget about it.. when i say ive never felt more passion and love poured into sex than i did last night.

"elena.." i heard a whisper behind me as a hand touched my shoulder a little.

"yeah?" i said softly back knowing it was david.

"im sorry about last night.." he spoke as i nodded, "me too"

we stood in silence for a few minutes before he talked again, "you arent going to um, tell nat right." he asked with sadness in his voice, "right..i wont do that it was a mistake.. they happen.." i said with so much hurt inside me as i quoted heaths words.

"thank you..." he said as his hand grazed over mine and he walked back in.

the rest of our time in miami went as you could imagine it. zane gets hurt, david vlogged, heath danced, scotty looked well...scotty, alex broke something, jonah jumped into a fountain, and so on and so on.

we made our way back to LA and it was officially wedding time.

i woke up in my bed that i had missed so much as i looked over at my phone and realized today would be the day the love of my life, my best friend, my soul mate, would promise forever to his. my heart ached as i sat up out of my bed. i guess i waited and saved all my time for him to come back to me... i missed the same us before we learned the truth of the real world.

i prayed he turned around and wanted me back. i wish i was good enough. i wish i could have asked him to stay. but how does one do that?

i wanted to wake up from this night. i wish we cared a little more for one another when we had a chance. all the things hes said over the time i wish he said sooner, or more.

we all got ready and made our way to the venue as i rode with zane, heath, and scotty. my leg tapped up and down in nervousness as scotty put his hand on top of my leg trying to calm me down. i felt like i could puke when we pulled up to the church. my eyes widened as reality sunk in. zane and heath jumped out and i just sat there as scotty noticed.

"elena.. you dont have to do this everyone will understand.." he said gripping my hand tightly.

i shook my head, "no no..im okay." i said as i fixed my hair and got out of the car and walked behind all 3 of them.

i avoided looking around, most the time i stayed looking at the ground or at the back of one of the boys. i didnt want to see all that could have been him and me. i felt my lip quiver as i heard the laughs of david. but i made it stop almost instant.

we walked up the gravel rode making frequent stops talking to people or waiting for one of the others to walk over to us. we all planned to sit with eachother.

"hi.. you okay?" i heard corinna ask as i nodded and gave her a hug, "yeah im okay.." i said as she nodded and we began walking until we reached the building.

I stared at the white church that was flooded with cheers and happiness on this special day. My hands were clammy i sweating with nervousness. I didn't want to be here, but I knew i had to be.

"Elena?? Hello! come on we have to get a good seat!" Zane yelled as he was pulling me into the church.

i held my breath as we walked in seeing all of our friends new and old.

i stood behind Zane trying to not show how sad i was being here at david's wedding when i felt a soft touch to my back.

I turned around to see Mrs. Dobrik, "I'm surprised you came.." she said softly.i smiled and nodded back and whispered gently, "me too..".