I'll always come back to you, the sequel

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his eyes flickered all over the room, looking at the theme that i had picked out, elephants.

"i wanted to tell you, i just didnt know how to, not after everything. you telling me you hated me played in my head over and over. i called once, jason answered.. i told him what was going on and he told me not to tell you" i spoke as i looked down at my feet. he turned around and gave me a questionable look.

"why would jason say that to you?" he asked as he leaned against the wall crossing his arms. i shrugged and explained the story, "he told me it just wouldnt go the way i wanted it to go" i said as he nodded. he knew that in that time period it most likely wouldnt be going the way it is right now.

i sighed running my finger tips along my stomach as davids gaze looked down at it. a small smile appeared on his face, i wasnt sure what he was feeling completely.

"i am sorry." i mumbled as he nodded, "i know, its okay. i just hate i couldnt have been there for you sooner. i hate everyone knew i was having a daughter before i did" he ran his hands across his face. i felt bad, i really did. i didnt know it would affect him this way.

"its not their fault" i sighed, "i asked them not to tell you. im thankful for their loyalty to me through this whole thing and you have to understand that this was not something they could just come to you and talk about". david walked over and grabbed my hand.

"come on you need to go lay down" he spoke running his hand behind my back guiding me to my bed. i scooted on the bed and david pulled the blankets up over me. "comfy?" he asked and i nodded placing a pillow behind my back. "need anything?" he smiled down at me, i shook my head no and thanked him.

"get some sleep elena" he whispered leaning down and placing a kiss on my head. to say this day has been the longest day ever, is a complete understatement. as soon as my head hit the pillow my eyes fluttered shut. i heard the shower turn on, indicating david was getting in.

and with that, i had fallen asleep thanking everything i could for david to be here right now.

hours had gone by when i stirred in my sleep. my back was aching so i turned over on the other side. the moonlight lit up my bed showing the empty spot that was next to me. i tilted my head slightly at the sight and pushed my way up. i swung my feet over the bed and walked down the hall. i rubbed my eyes as the cold air hit my belly from where my tank top had slid up. the tapping of my feet was over taken by sounds coming from the nursery.

small light had came through the crack from the door. i pushed it open slightly and david had placed all the elephant stickers i had on the wall. there were even more things on the walls than i had bought. it looked like everything i wanted and more for my sweet baby.

"Wow" i whispered as david looked over quickly. "what are you doing up? you okay?" he asked stepping off a stool and walking over to me.

"what time is it?" i asked looking at the clock he had put on the wall, "1:30am" he yawned rubbing the back of his neck. i nodded and continued looking around.

"elena are you okay?" he asked again. i rolled my eyes giggling slightly and nodded, "yes david im okay" i ran my hand across the little elephant sitting by the door.

"come to bed?" i asked and he smiled and pulled me into his arms. his hands tickled down my side as i took in every moment of this. his warmth lit up my entire body and the way he held onto me was like, if he let go i wouldnt be there.

"yeah e, lets go" he spoke walking a head of me and held my hand as we walked back into bed. it didnt take long for us to fall asleep quickly.

i woke up the next morning to the smell of bacon, which made me feel sick at first but it had went away. i reached over to feel for david and he wasnt there. i pouted just wanting to be held in that moment. i got up to go to the bathroom and brushed my teeth. i jumped into the shower letting the warm water fall on my back. hot showers were the biggest blessing in a pregnancy. i looked down at my body and even though i was growing a tiny human inside of me, i hated the way i looked. the stretch marks were darker and my hips were wider. i wasnt the model type david hangs out with. i wasnt fun anymore, i couldnt be.

i stepped out of the shower and put on some comfy clothes and brushed my hair out. i walked, well waddled out into the kitchen to see david standing there cooking breakfast.

"morning momma" christian spoke as i looked over and saw him sitting there eating food and drinking coffee, i walked up to him and shook his hair and smiled at him.

"hmm smells good" i said walking over to david and grabbing a piece of bacon and leaned my head into his back.

"Andddd why is somebody up?" he asked looking at me standing behind him. he looked so pretty and relaxed in the mornings. i rolled my eyes at him and waddled back upstairs, "yeah yeah yeah im going back to bed" i yelled and climbed back into bed already annoyed with this bed rest stuff. i hated i wasnt with zane and heath, they looked like they were having so much fun, but whether david liked it or not i was going on tour with them the last month.

david walked into my room with a plate of food, "for you my baby momma" he smirked as i giggled at his words. "thank you"

he laid down next to me and turned on my show and we ate in silence. i didnt eat much though, because the baby just wasnt having it.

"have you thought of a name?" david asked shoving a piece of toast in his mouth. i looked over at him and nodded biting my cheek.

"Adalynn Marie" i smiled and he nodded, "dobrik?" he asked and i laughed, "of course" i said as he leaned up and kissed my cheek.

"adalynn marie dobrik.." he said again as i nodded, "i love it even though i think zane is going to be very upset her name wont be zane" he laughed as i laughed along with him. things were so good for david and i, in this moment. but i know better, its just a matter of time before something blows up in our face.