Over You

Chapter Four

Chapter Four:

H.A.T.E. U.

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Step Four: Hate.

Okay, let me guess..

They said, "I'll never say goodbye" 

Or "This will last forever"

Or some shit like that,

and please tell me you didn't fall for it.

Cause that shit only happens in love stories.

And I can tell you, life is not a love story.

But then something 'tragic' happened,

and either them/or you held on to your pride 

and the other (perhaps both) sat home and cried.

Right? 

Yeah, and then you just sat there thinking

How the fuck did forever end up like this?

I know how it goes,

You fought and went round and round

Until basically you knocked out love,

isn't that all relationships, though?

Eventually you just can't take the fighting anymore,

and you fight and fight,

until you fall out of love.

Which is really hard for me to believe,

because I never believed in falling out of love,

still don't know if I do,

but it sure makes a hell of a lot more sense than anything I came up with.

I always used to think that it was 

you either still love me 

you never did.

But maybe that's not true,

maybe its just falling out of love?

I don't know, 

what do you think?

Either way,

it's a huge line of bullshit!

Wanna see?

iloveyou - 8 letters

bullshit - 8 letters

Basically they just want to see how much they can hurt you,

and whoever hurts the other more..

Wins.

That's what love has come to these days.

A game. 

Like a movie,

only no happy endings.

And you can't pause and play.

Or rewind to the good parts,

or fast forward over the hurt,

you have to sit through it all.

In the end you just want to hurt them as much as they hurt you,

a game.

Wanna break them

make them pain,

shake them off,

break through the hurt,

stop being a lost cause,

face them and be happy when you do,

Hate them.

Is it really possible to hate someone you actually loved?

I don't think so,

you will never really hate, 

Like really, really hate someone,

you love.

Because you will always love them.

So wait around to hate them,

I dare you.

But until that day comes,

Wanna touch them

feel them

be near them

and most importantly, 

miss them.

Because when you hate them,

there is no turning back.

So love them for as long as possible,

and then move on,

then hate them. 

Or don't hate them,

you can move on and still love them.

It's hard,

but it's possible.

I've never known anyone to do it though.

I'll find that person though,

one who survived,

and maybe,

just maybe,

they still love them,

but if they hate them

then 

we should all hate them.

It helps, right?

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Song: H. A. T. E. U. -Mariah Carey