Wolf Boys || Jaebeom + Mark + Jackson + Jinyoung (Got7)

chapter 13

[ smut warning ]

"I've made my choice," you spoke firmly. "My first."

Jaebeom glanced at you through strands of hair fallen into his eyes.

"The feelings you have for me...," you hesitated, lowering your voice. "You know I feel the same way about you."

"But you're in love with him," Jaebeom interjected, words like a knife.

You stood your ground and replied gently but firm, "I am."

It was nice to see Jaebeom back on the edge of sanity. He had been rather ornery and aggressive with the others since the first sign of your heat. Now, you both were in the midst of a moment of clarity and you had to make the most of it while you still could.

"You're my alpha," Jaebeom said, fire seething beneath the surface. "I respect your decision."

You blinked. "Thank you."

Jaebeom crept closer, cradling your face in his hands and stroking your cheek. "But don't think for one second I won't fight for you when the time comes."

"I know," you sighed, meeting the intensity of his eyes and leaning into his touch.

Golden irises gleamed at your approval. Jaebeom stroked his thumb over your lip, wanting desperately to kiss you but knowing it wasn't the right time, and whispered, "If he hurts you, I'll destroy him."

You simpered, knowing damn well he would make good on that promise.

Jaebeom leaned down and pressed a chaste kiss to the corner of your mouth. Your breath hitched, expecting more and your hormones spiked at the thought, but Jaebeom pulled away and turned for the woods. The man became a wolf and sprinted into the shadows, and not until he was out of sight did you finally return to the house.

Jinyoung ambled about the living room, anxious at what the night held in store. When you came inside, he raced to meet you, eyes wide with expectation. "Should I even ask why you wanted to be alone with me?"

You chuckled, sensing his nerves. "I need you to make me a promise."

He took your hands and pressed a kiss or two over your knuckles. "Anything."

You moved forward into his arms, shivering at the feel of them wrapping tightly around your waist. Placing your hands on his chest, you peered up at him and murmured, "Tonight is about us. I won't let them in and I don't want you to either."

Jinyoung realized you meant the bond shared within the pack. You wanted - and needed - intimacy, to feel as if only you and Jinyoung existed in the world when you gave yourself to him.

He bowed his head in a single nod. "I swear."

You smiled and took his hand, leading him with you to the bedroom.

The short walk was quiet and the weight of anticipation hung in the air. Your heart thumped at an uncontrollable rhythm, skipping a beat at the thought of sharing a bed with Jinyoung. There had been all too many nights you dreamed of this, fell asleep to the thought of making love to him.

He was the boy you had chosen to be your first mate.

Once inside the bedroom, you locked the door and turned to Jinyoung earnestly. His hands never left your waist and he was quick to lean down and catch your oncoming kiss. You longed for a taste of him, needed to feel his chest against your own.

Jinyoung slipped his fingers into your hair, tangling the strands around his fingers. There was a small catch in his breath whilst he kept up with the urgency of your kisses and you smiled against his mouth.