Not an illusion

truth

"who saved me?"

"ethan."

"who is ethan?"

"that would be me babygirl.."

"we are a part of pack....mates ....alpha....wolf....hurt......

"because it is me babygirl...

.....all the memories come into my mind at once ....maybe this is a dream ....werewolf don't exist...a bad dream.

i slowly open my eyes and heard people talking around me.

"now shut up!! she is awake...someone said."

i open my eyes fully and take a moment to adjust around taking the surroundings. martha was sitting on the bed beside me , lucy was on the other side of the bed ..they both looked concerned...i spot xevier standing near the window lost in some thoughts & finally jason standing behind lucy.

"are you feeling alright."lucy asked.

"i don't know." i spoke slowly because honestly right now i don't know how to react on this type of situation.

talking about situation i didn't spot ethan in the room ...maybe he is thinking that he scared me, which actually he did or he didn't want to face me either way i am also not ready to face him right now.

"martha did you know about all this....

....yes . martha said.

i remain silent and she continues.

"annie i don't want to stress you ....

i interrupted her.

"please martha ...now i want to know what on the earth is happening in this family.... you guys are lying to me from day one ."i stated.

i paused for a moment and then continued.

"i know i am no one ....to ask you a question like this but this whole thing is now eating me up."i raise my tone.

"i can't believe that you guys lied to me." i raise my hands in the air when jason growled.

oh my god !! don't tell me this whole family is of wolfs ...i am dreaming or something.

"i can't believe you, jason snapped."

"excuse me."

"we were lying to you".....jason raised his voice...when xevier looked at him & gesturing him to stop.

"are you fucking kidding me annie we were lying to you..."he practically shout at me.

"jason stop.."both xevier and martha said at once.

"don't you dared me to stop xevier..."jason growled at xevier.

he again shifted his focus on me & i can see anger busting through his eyes...but what have i done in all this situation.

"what have i done jason"i asked.

"ethan found you in the forest when we were trying to catch the rouges ...ethan brought you home and allowed you to stay with us...you asked thousand questions & we answered ...but you never spoke a single thing about yourself...i don't even know who you are annie."he finished  talking & i started to feel pathetic.

he was right who am i...a weak girl who always run away when things become hard for her..i never had courage to stand up for myself ...a girl who ditched her best friend & never tried to save her ...a girl who was not able to save herself from her step-father and brother...the reason why i am feeling pathetic because he was right somewhere.