The Boy From the Letters||Meanie

𝘯𝘪𝘯𝘦

hey mingyu,

   it's me again...
i notice that you didn't respond to my last letter...
i waited a week y'know?
i'm still gonna write to you though,
it's my way of venting.
yesterday mom left....
dad blames me for it and is abusing me even more.
it hurts, but i can get through it because i know that at school you'll be there
so i should struggle through it.
it's kinda weird, right?
having you as my reason to live.
i'm sorry though,
i've been hurting myself a lot recently...
my dad's words are starting to get to my head.
sorry again.

             -beanie