The Boy From the Letters||Meanie

𝘴𝘪𝘹𝘵𝘦𝘦𝘯

dear mingyu,

   are you getting these anymore?
you still look happy with that girl.
you've done so much for me,
thank you. i think i'm gonna kill myself soon.
i can't deal with life anymore.
please write back soon.
i wanna hear from you at least
one.
more.
time.

             -beanie

P.S. i've been hurting myself more recently, i deserve it.