The Boy From the Letters||Meanie

𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘳𝘵𝘦𝘦𝘯

mingyu,

   is it wrong for me to be gay?
my dad says it is,
i think i'm starting to believe him...
am i as disgusting as he says?
will mom come back if i stop liking you?
i don't know at this point...
but even though you're ignoring me now,
even though you're back at school and still not replying,
i still like you as much as i did before. 
i must be such a burden,
i'm sorry.

              -beanie