The Boy From the Letters||Meanie

𝘦𝘭𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘯

mingyu,

   i don't think i can deal with it anymore....
i know i'm weak for doing this but i really can't take it anymore.
the physical and emotional abuse keeps chipping away at me...
but i'll hold on for a bit longer,
for you...
and please respond soon.
i feel so alone.
i hope you're still reading these and you're just too busy to respond.
i managed not to cut myself today,
i'm proud of myself,
are you proud of me too?
maybe that's too much to ask...
i'm sorry.

             -beanie