Drear Giovanni,
I can remember it so clearly, the beatings, the rough sex afterwards, it was like some sort of apologie for you and in the morning you're no were to be seen. I'm in that cold bed where you left me feeling so unwanted... So di...
I can remember it so clearly, the beatings, the rough sex afterwards, it was like some sort of apologie for you and in the morning you're no were to be seen. I'm in that cold bed where you left me feeling so unwanted... So disgusted with myself, I try to get some sense of reality in my dystopian life. I can't even remember the last time you said you loved me but I remember the time you would come home and break things that were so sacred to me, to us, the things you promised to never touch.
The things you promised...
I should have listened when you told me that I wasn't anything to you, that I was just a warm mouth for you to fill. That you were just going to break my heart. That I was just some women you met at one of your business meetings, that I was just nothing to you. I know you said you felt sorry for me and that you were just doing me a Favor because no one wanted to marry me but then why did you marry me, why did we buy that big house at the end of the street, why did we try so hard to be a family for the little one, when you knew you couldn't leave them, leave us, why did you make me believe that you were feeling me like that, that you wanted us in the long run.
Just why did you do this to me?
I feel so dead inside when you leave me but I don't feel alive when you are near either. But I had it with this constant feeling of not being enough for you, not being the perfect wife you wanted, you know what, fuck you and this big ass house, I have been so selfless all these years, its time to put MYSELF and MY baby first, don't come looking for us because we don't need you like you said you don't need us.
Bye....
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