Drear Giovanni,
I can remember it so clearly, the beatings, the rough sex afterwards, it was like some sort of apologie for you and in the morning you're no were to be seen. I'm in that cold bed where you left me feeling so unwanted... So di...
HOh, you remind me of someone I once knew Maybe I'm crazy, but it's hard to ignore you And I can't wrap my head around it But it feels, oh like I loved you before Maybe it was me who brought you here I should run the other way, but I stay right here -Snoh Aalegra ————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————
We only have a total of two bags together, we have to pack light. I guess you can say that we were kinda lucky that Giovanni is at a business meeting and there's no security, but there are cameras.
"Mommy why are we waiting... did you change your mind... are we staying...are we waiting for dadd-" he asked. "Alessandro please, just be quiet for mommy" I snapped. I looked at him and he looked down. "Sorry mommy," he said softly,on the verge of tears. I Neil down to his level and said " how about we play a game hmmm" " Okay, what's the game mommy," he asked excitedly. " it's called the quiet game, you can't talk and if you do, then you won't be able to get this candy". I wiggled the candy in the air. "Ooooo okay," he said excitedly. I looked at the time and almost had a heart attack, the flight I had booked we would be late to, so we have to hurry up and leave. "Alessandro you now when we played robin hood in the woods by your treehouse," I asked, he nodded." we are going there okay but you have to stick by me okay," I said looking at him.
I'm really doing this, I'm really am, well more like we. Even though we had so many bad memories, there were some good ones as well.
(Flashbacks)
"Giovanni I'm pregnant," I said jumping up and down, Giovanni looked ecstaticed.
"open the card gio" I giggled uncontrollably. "I am, just be patient "he kissed me. "iTS A BOY".
"you're doing so good baby, you just need to push and our son will be here" he kissed my forehead. " I can't do it, Giovanni, i"m so tired" I sobbed. " come on one more push okay, I know you want to meet il nostro bambino (our little boy)" he said pleading with me. I pushed, for a few seconds my world stop when I heard those soft cry's.
