𝚁𝚞𝚗 𝚝𝚘 𝚢𝚘𝚞(𝚜𝚕𝚘𝚠 𝚞𝚙𝚍𝚊𝚝𝚎𝚜)

And keep me safe from harm?

I'm sure we're taller in another dimension
You say we're small and not worth the mention
You're tired of movin', your body's achin'
We could vacay, there's places to go
Clearly this isn't all that there is
Can't take what's been given
But we're so okay here, we're doing fine
Primal and naked
You dream of walls that hold us in prison
It's just a skull, least that's what they call it
And we're free to roam - frank ocean white ferrari
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Do you ever just think wow, no matter what you do nobody will change, why open my heart up to the heartless... I stared at the man I began to hate with warmth in my chest, it ached so badly I couldn't even breath,
I wish I could say that about this man but I just can't,

all the things he's done to intentionally hurt me, I can't simply turn a blind I too it. I've been awake for hours just Staring at the ceiling, I'm so tired... I miss my life... I miss my papa...
Why can't anyone love me, why don't they ever stay

Why do they always hurt me...

"Aaliyah did you hear what I said" he stepped closer with his hands in his pockets. It seems like he's worried but I know that's a front. I ignored him and continued to stare outside. It had begun to snow, small flurries fell from the sky like dust. I smiled a bit, I always like the snow, I love when the snow is light and fluffy it's easier to play with.
"AALIYAH" I flinched and my eyes shifted to his figure, looming over me, I still didn't say a word, he didn't deserve that. I knew I was making him mad by the way his jaw was clenching. I shook my head, he knew I didn't want to talk, he could at least give me that. Before he could say anything to me, I presumed the doctor walked in.
"Sir you can't be in here" he said nervously. He looks like he was sweating bullets. I had to intervene before Giovanni hurts him or even worst kills him.
"W-when can I leave?" I said, looking down at the blanket. It was hard to even sleep here, it was too cold and it smells like antiseptics.

"Well you can leave whenever but we will have to keep a eye on you so, come back every week" I nodded and slowly got up, Giovanni rushed to my side, I pushed him away. Why let him help, it was his fault.

"Aaliyah stop it, let me help you, you're hurt" I pushed him away.
"What should it matter, you were never Concerned before so why, w-why care now" I whimper and cliched my tummy. All the times he had hurt me he had never acted like this. It's,it's just annoying, the constant ache in my chest is getting worse and worse.

"What do you mean" he stumbled on his words.

"I mean every sense Alex and Angelo was born all you have done was fucking torture me"
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An
Hi, sorry life has been stressful and I was working on improving my writing.