[DISCONTINUED] You Have My Word - Vision x Reader - Marvel Fanfiction

New and Already Broken

If I told you what I was,
Would you turn your back on me?
And if I seem dangerous,
Would you be scared?
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"And then I woke up... I felt so much stronger but I wasn't in control of myself. I just watched and the more I tried to stop myself, the more it hurt... I..."

He started to tear up a bit. I leaned forward and hugged him. I can't imagine what that must be like. Although she did say she wanted to get me...

Loki wrapped his arms around me and held on tightly, as if he was afraid I'd disappear.

"It's okay Loki."

"No it's not..."

"Yes it is."

He pulled back and stared into my eyes in disbelief.

"You weren't in control, you said so yourself. I know you'd never hurt me."

"But I did... or I tried anyway..."

"Loki stop. It's over and holding on isn't going to change what happened."

He pulled away a bit and I noticed a strange strength.

"(Y/n)... your eyes."

"What?"

"You... you don't have a power associated with green do you?"

"No..."

"Or red..."

"N-no..."

"Or blue..."

I gripped at my head and shut my eyes, they were cycling colors again. I felt so strange that it was hard to define. A mix of powerless and the strongest I've ever felt. I felt Loki wrap his arms around me for a second before he let go... or I forced him too.

I opened my eyes and saw everything in a strange haze. Everything was cast in a soft lilac covering... except Loki.

"What color are my eyes?!"

"Green. What's going on?"

"I don't know... everything is Lilac except you..."

"I think you should rest a bit."

I couldn't agree more. A visit with Vision is exactly what I need. I hope he can explain what the heck is going on.

"Yea I think that's a good idea. I'll see you later, Loki."

I walked back to my room and instantly collapsed on my bed. I shut my eyes but felt my powers cycling. I tried to seclude myself but nothing was working.

Then it all went black and calm. I felt arms around me and a slight sensation of floating. I opened my eyes and still saw everything in a lilac haze, but this time Vision was with me.

"Vision..."

"Are you alright?"

"I... I don't know... everything is going so weirdly. What color are my eyes?"

"Green. Do you see me covered in lilac?"

Strangely enough I didn't see Vision clearly like I did Loki. The slate accents on him were lilac and his eyes were slightly tinted.

"Not completely."

"What other colors have you had?"

"Besides green? Red and blue... I think there's another but I'm not sure."

"And you believe you can absorb power with red?"

"Yes. And blue is... weird."

"You're eyes are still green, breathe, take some deep breathes and try to see what exactly is different."

I nodded and closed my eyes. I took some deep breaths and tried to solidify my thoughts on controlling this new ability. I opened my eyes and this time all of Vision was clear and I could see him. I felt the ends of my lips curl into a soft smile. I looked around, we were in my room, everything was still coated in a lilac haze. Except a gun and a dagger.

"I can see you and the weapons clearly. Everything else is covered in Lilac."

"It may be a sensory power. What's blue?"

"Blue is-"

At the thought I felt my eyes change and my nail grew out and my teeth sharpened. Vision nodded softly and pressed his fingertips to my temples. I felt relaxed and let my eyes close. I felt my claws retract and I took some deep breathes.

"Open your eyes."

I opened them slowly. Everything looked normal, but Vision winced a bit.

"Your eyes are orange."

I looked at my hands and saw orange dots all over them. Then I realized that Vision had a pixelated gash on his side.

"Vision!"

"Don't worry, it's nothing."

I instinctively put my hand on his side and noticed it started healing. That's good to know. I let out a sigh of relief and felt my eyes cycle back to normal.

I looked up at Vision with a soft smile. We stared into each other's eyes for a moment before leaning in and closing the space between us.

Our kiss was once again soft, but hungry. I could tell we both wanted this to be real... I hesitantly pulled away and Vision looked equally as defeated as I did.

"Vis-"

"I will not tell you where to find me. I'm sorry."

"Why do I get the sneaking suspicion you're not?"

"I... what?"

"We share these moments in dreams, moments stolen from time. We talk, we hug, we kiss, and yet you won't tell me the one thing I need to know."

"Are you trying to say I don't want to meet?"

My heart sank, whenever he asks like that it's usually because that's what I'm asking and that's what he means. I shook my head and felt a couple tears fall down my cheeks.

"Wake me up Vision."

"(Y/n)-"

"Wake. Me. Up."

He frowned and nodded slowly. He pressed his fingertips to my forehead and I let my eyes close. When I opened them I was in my real room, in my bed.

Alone.

"What have I done..."