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I'm getting ready for Namjoon to arrive. I am walking out of the kitchen with a tray of tea. Then suddenly the doorbell rings. I got a weird feeling in my stomach of nervousness, he is my friend, so why I am so nervous? I'm nervous because he wants to talk about why I lied to him. I go and answer the door. My hand is on the door handle.
Slowly I turn it and open the door, Namjoon stands there, head down.
Hey..... Namjoon.
Hey.
We look at each other before I break the ice. I look into his eyes, I don't see any emotion. Nothing, just emptiness.
Come in, I made tea for us both.
"Thanks"
It's awkward. He acts like he doesn't know me. He looking at me so differently, This is not how you act when you have been good friends for years.
He just sat right in front of me, facing me. 'Just looking at me. I don't know if he is angry or sad at this point. I'm confused about his presence.
All I can do is smile.
So... Namjoon you wanted to come over and talk
"so talk.
To me so I'll go straight to the point with you Namjoon. We are not going to sit here all day just staring at each other. You wanted to come over plus you're just being dramatic and not speaking. You're making me uncomfortable.
"Okay" Emma it's all about you, isn't it?
WHAT! I'm just shocked that he just said that to me.
Never mind, Emma. I'll cut to the chase then.
I'm pissed off with you, I'm angry that you lied to me about my sister's situation. I thought we were friends, friends don't lie to each other, do they?
"Yes", I understand why you did it, but......
My mouth went dry, I took a sip of my tea.
Right Namjoon'. First of all "yes". I lied to you, your sister came to me, she needed a friend. I was there for her, I'll always be there for her. She asks me to keep it to myself so she can come up with a way to tell you all when she was ready. Yes I lied to you, but I will do it again and again for Kim-soo. I'll do anything for her. To understand this. I'm not sorry. So I hope you can accept what I have to say.
I was getting angry about all this, it's all just so stupid. The way he is acting
It's always about my sister, she so fucking special. Let's all kiss Kim-soo's ass. And Let's all kiss your fucking ass. Give yourself a round of applause for being a great friend. I bet you wouldn't do the same for me, would you be by my side if I was sad or I needed a friend?
Probably "not"
Stop fucking putting words in my mouth. You should know that I will be by my friend's side if they need me.
Emma, there is something I want to tell you, when I tell you this, just take it how you want. it may be a shock but I need to tell you now before I lose my edge.
I'm scared, I'm nervous. What the fuck is he going to say? I feel a bit sick, I don't need any more surprises. But I do have to hear what he has to say.
Emma...... This has been on my mind for a while........I have feelings for you.
Wait! What.
I love you. I have loved you since the day we met. I can't stop thinking about you. That's why I'm so hurt about all this. I'm coming out with this now because I wanna know if there is a chance for us.
I'm shocked right now, my mouth is open. I'm just looking straight at him. I don't know what to say or think at this moment. I'm just in shock that all this is coming out of his mouth.
Namjoon please, you can't love me, we are just friends and only be just friends. It comes across from your tone that it's my fault you feel like this. You feel let down about my actions. To be honest, you never even come to my mind when Kim-soo came to me about not saying everything. You're just angry with yourself because of the feeling of me and me lying to you. It's fucked you up
"I'm sorry" for that Namjoon.
I didn't know you had feelings for me. I can't control how you will take this situation But your telling me that you love me is not going to change anything. I don't have feelings for you. I don't want to talk about this anymore. You are putting me on the spot and I don't want to hurt you.
Okay but it's fucking too late for that Emma.
This is suddenly the doorbell rings
Shit, shit, shit.......... That's Jhope. Omg, how is this going to go down?
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