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Anti Hero

𝐋𝐈𝐄𝐒 𝐁𝐄𝐍𝐄𝐀𝐓𝐇 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐒𝐇𝐀𝐃𝐎𝐖.

"he whose life is lurking in the deep abyss and believes that heroes save the day, he who entrusts his life to a specific hero and grows while idolizing him."

𝗰𝗵𝗶𝗹𝗱𝗿𝗲𝗻 𝘂𝘀𝗲𝗱 𝘁𝗼 𝗯𝗲𝗹𝗶𝗲𝘃𝗲
𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗿𝗲 𝗮𝗿𝗲 𝗵𝗲𝗿𝗼𝗲𝘀 𝗶𝗻
𝘁𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝘄𝗼𝗿𝗹𝗱, 𝗵𝗲𝗿𝗼𝗲𝘀 𝘄𝗵𝗼
𝗰𝗼𝘂𝗹𝗱 𝘀𝗮𝘃𝗲 𝗽𝗲𝗼𝗽𝗹𝗲, 𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿𝘆
𝗰𝗵𝗶𝗹𝗱𝗿𝗲𝗻 𝘂𝘀𝗲𝗱 𝘁𝗼 𝗯𝗲𝗹𝗶𝗲𝘃𝗲
𝗮𝘁 𝘁𝗵𝗼𝘀𝗲 𝗳𝗮𝗻𝘁𝗮𝘀𝗶𝗲𝘀 𝘀𝗼 𝗱𝗼 𝗶,
𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗶 𝗹𝗶𝘁𝗲𝗿𝗮𝗹𝗹𝘆 𝗳𝘂𝗰𝗸𝗲𝗱 𝘂𝗽 𝗯𝘆
𝗯𝗲𝗹𝗶𝗲𝘃𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘀𝘂𝗰𝗵 𝗮𝗻 𝗮𝗯𝘀𝘂𝗿𝗱 𝗶𝗱𝗲𝗮,
𝗵𝗼𝘄 𝗽𝗮𝘁𝗵𝗲𝘁𝗶𝗰.

"he who holds a deep grudge against the world and depicts life but keeps it to himself, he who doesn't like weaklings for he thought he is treated like one, his admiration for the no.1 hero slowly became his reason to kill and commit the crime."

I.

"おかさん! isn't the no.1 hero amazing? he saves the world with a smile! I want to be a hero someday! a hero that would kick the ass of those assholes villains!" the lad exclaimed with excitement while watching the news of the no.1 hero saving the day once again.

"I know Katsuki but hell, watch your words," the mother said while pinching the lad's cheeks. "a hero isn't like that, your words screams villain"

𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝗺𝗼𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗿'𝘀 𝗷𝗼𝗸𝗲 𝗶𝘀𝗻'𝘁 𝗮𝗰𝘁𝘂𝗮𝗹𝗹𝘆 𝗮 𝗷𝗼𝗸𝗲,
𝗯𝘂𝘁 𝗮 𝗽𝗿𝗲𝗱𝗶𝗰𝘁𝗶𝗼𝗻 𝗼𝗳 𝗹𝗶𝗳𝗲 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗱𝗲𝗮𝘁𝗵.

"the thought of being a hero is what I wanted since the day I watched you save people, I thought you're cool, a hero is cool! villains are awful, once I get my quirk I'll be just like you!"

𝗵𝗲𝗿𝗼𝗲𝘀 𝘄𝗵𝗼 𝘀𝗮𝘃𝗲𝘀 𝗽𝗲𝗼𝗽𝗹𝗲?
𝗽𝗮𝘁𝗵𝗲𝘁𝗶𝗰, 𝘆𝗲𝗮 𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿𝘆 𝘀𝗶𝗻𝗴𝗹𝗲
𝗽𝗲𝗿𝘀𝗼𝗻 𝘄𝗮𝗻𝘁𝘀 𝘁𝗼 𝗯𝗲 𝗮 𝗵𝗲𝗿𝗼
𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗶𝘁 𝗱𝗶𝘀𝗴𝘂𝘀𝘁 𝗺𝗲 𝗿𝗲𝗺𝗲𝗺𝗯𝗲𝗿𝗶𝗻𝗴
𝘁𝗵𝗼𝘀𝗲 𝗲𝘅𝗮𝗰𝘁 𝘄𝗼𝗿𝗱𝘀 𝗶 𝗯𝗹𝘂𝗿𝘁𝗲𝗱,
𝗶𝘁 𝗱𝗶𝘀𝗴𝘂𝘀𝘁 𝗺𝗲 𝗸𝗻𝗼𝘄𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗶
𝗶𝗱𝗼𝗹𝗶𝘇𝗲𝗱 𝗮 𝗽𝗶𝗲𝗰𝗲 𝗼𝗳 𝘀𝗵𝗶𝘁 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝘆𝗼𝘂.

II.

𝟭𝟬 𝘆𝗲𝗮𝗿𝘀 𝗼𝗳 𝗶𝗱𝗼𝗹𝗶𝘇𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗻𝗼.𝟭
𝗵𝗲𝗿𝗼 𝗵𝗮𝘀 𝗽𝗮𝘀𝘀𝗲𝗱, 𝟭𝟬 𝘆𝗲𝗮𝗿𝘀 𝗼𝗳
𝗯𝗲𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗮 𝗳𝗼𝗼𝗹, 𝟭𝟬 𝘆𝗲𝗮𝗿𝘀 𝗼𝗳 𝗳𝘂𝗰𝗸𝗶𝗻𝗴
𝗯𝗲𝗹𝗶𝗲𝘃𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗵𝗲𝗿𝗼𝗲𝘀 𝗮𝗿𝗲 𝗴𝗼𝗼𝗱,
𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗵𝗲𝗿𝗼𝗲𝘀 𝘀𝗮𝘃𝗲𝘀 𝗽𝗲𝗼𝗽𝗹𝗲.

"m-mom? mom! what the hell happened? mom! wake the fuck up, you're still going to me punch for cursing a lot, fuck!"

"dad? fuck it, wake the hell up!" blood is all over my hands, the blood of my family, my fucking parents!

"WAKE THE HELL UP YOU DAMN PARENTS!!!!" but hours have passed they didn't wake up, I took them 'to the nearest hospital but they didn't make it, they died.

later on, I was told that our house has been robbed by an unknown person, my parents protected our house but were defeated by that unknown asshole. I clenched my fist by the thought of heroes, fucking heroes. where are those heroes when we needed them?

"Damnit, I thought heroes save people, I thought... I fucking thought those damn assholes, they're useless as shit."

𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗿𝗲 𝗮𝗿𝗲 𝗻𝗼 𝗵𝗲𝗿𝗼𝗲𝘀, 𝗷𝘂𝘀𝘁 𝗮 𝗯𝘂𝗻𝗰𝗵
𝗼𝗳 𝗶𝗱𝗶𝗼𝘁𝘀 𝗯𝗲𝗹𝗶𝗲𝘃𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝘆 𝗰𝗼𝘂𝗹𝗱 𝘀𝗮𝘃𝗲
𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝘄𝗼𝗿𝗹𝗱. 𝗵𝗲𝗿𝗼𝗲𝘀 𝗮𝗿𝗲 𝗷𝘂𝘀𝘁 𝗮 𝗹𝗶𝘃𝗶𝗻𝗴
𝗳𝗮𝗻𝘁𝗮𝘀𝘆, 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝘆'𝗿𝗲 𝗷𝘂𝘀𝘁 𝗮 𝗹𝗶𝘃𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗮𝘀𝘀𝗵𝗼𝗹𝗲𝘀.

III.

I started to hate heroes because of that incident. "𝒊𝒕'𝒔 𝒇𝒊𝒏𝒆 𝒏𝒐𝒘, 𝒘𝒉𝒚? 𝒃𝒆𝒄𝒂𝒖𝒔𝒆 𝒊 𝒂𝒎 𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒆" that's what you always say but where are you when my family is dying? I shall get my revenge, I'm never gonna forgive you about this All Might, I'm going to crush you with my own hands, killing you with my desire and satisfaction. the Hero Killer is right, I used to hate him because I believed in you but now, I think I understand his ideology.

"a hero should never do their job to gain fame or money. the thought of doing what's right for the greater good is your reward. to be a hero, you must have a strong conviction to do so, along with wielding your power with such conviction, otherwise, you are weak."

𝗮𝗹𝗹 𝗵𝗲𝗿𝗼𝗲𝘀 𝗮𝗿𝗲 𝘄𝗲𝗮𝗸, 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝘆'𝗿𝗲 𝗮𝗹𝗹 𝗮𝘀𝘀𝗵𝗼𝗹𝗲𝘀, 𝗰𝗮𝗻'𝘁 𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗻 𝘀𝗮𝘃𝗲 𝗮 𝘀𝗶𝗻𝗴𝗹𝗲 𝗳𝗮𝗺𝗶𝗹𝘆, 𝗵𝗲𝗿𝗼𝗲𝘀 𝗱𝗶𝘀𝗴𝘂𝘀𝘁 𝗺𝗲, 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝘆 𝗮𝗿𝗲 𝗮𝗹𝗹 𝗷𝘂𝘀𝘁 𝘀𝗵𝗼𝘄 𝗼𝗳𝗳𝘀.

IIII.

"To truly accomplish anything one needs will and conviction. those without it the weak ones they'll be weeded out. it's only natural. that's why you're about to die."

𝗵𝗲 𝗱𝗼𝗲𝘀𝗻'𝘁 𝗱𝗶𝘀𝗰𝗿𝗶𝗺𝗶𝗻𝗮𝘁𝗲 𝘄𝗵𝗲𝗻 𝗶𝘁 𝗰𝗼𝗺𝗲𝘀 𝘁𝗼 𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝘁𝗮𝗿𝗴𝗲𝘁𝘀 𝘄𝗲𝗮𝗸𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗴𝘀 𝗮𝗿𝗲 𝘄𝗲𝗮𝗸𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁'𝘀 𝘄𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗵𝗲 𝗯𝗲𝗹𝗶𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗱, 𝗵𝗮𝘃𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗻𝗼 𝗾𝘂𝗮𝗹𝗺𝘀 𝗸𝗶𝗹𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗮𝗻𝘆𝗼𝗻𝗲 𝗳𝗿𝗼𝗺 𝗶𝗻𝗻𝗼𝗰𝗲𝗻𝘁 𝗰𝗶𝘃𝗶𝗹𝗶𝗮𝗻𝘀 𝘁𝗼 𝗲𝗻𝗲𝗺𝗶𝗲𝘀 𝗮𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲. 𝗵𝗼𝘀𝘁𝗶𝗹𝗲 𝗮𝘀 𝗵𝗲 𝗶𝘀 𝘁𝗼𝘄𝗮𝗿𝗱𝘀 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝘄𝗲𝗮𝗸, 𝗵𝗲 𝗱𝗶𝘀𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲𝘀 𝗺𝗲𝗮𝗻𝗶𝗻𝗴𝗹𝗲𝘀𝘀 𝘁𝗼𝗿𝘁𝘂𝗿𝗲 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗽𝗿𝗲𝗳𝗲𝗿𝘀 𝗸𝗶𝗹𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗶𝗻 𝗼𝗻𝗲 𝗴𝗼 𝘄𝗵𝗲𝗻𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿 𝗽𝗼𝘀𝘀𝗶𝗯𝗹𝗲.

"Please spare me, you can take my money if you want to! but please spare me, I have a family waiting for me, you shouldn't kill me I'm begging you!" a pitiful Bi-colored man begging me to stop, what a weakling, begging for his life.

I kill him in an instant, blowing up him and his whole "Todoroki" bank together, completely ignoring what he just said, I'm doing this for my own satisfaction, I became a villain for my own agenda I don't need money, money doesn't have a value in this world anyway, all I need is revenge, and this is 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝘀𝘁𝗮𝗿𝘁 𝗼𝗳 𝗺𝘆 𝗿𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗻𝗴𝗲 𝗔𝗹𝗹 𝗠𝗶𝗴𝗵𝘁, you damn hero.

V.

𝗯𝗼𝘁𝗵 𝘁𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝘀𝗵𝗮𝗺-𝗳𝗶𝗹𝗹𝗲𝗱 𝘀𝗼𝗰𝗶𝗲𝘁𝘆 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗵𝗲𝗿𝗼𝗲𝘀 𝘄𝗵𝗼 𝘄𝗶𝗲𝗹𝗱 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗶𝗿 𝗽𝗼𝘄𝗲𝗿 𝗶𝗻 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗻𝗮𝗺𝗲 𝗼𝗳 𝗽𝗲𝘁𝘁𝘆 𝗺𝗶𝘀𝗰𝗵𝗶𝗲𝗳 𝗮𝗿𝗲 𝘁𝗮𝗿𝗴𝗲𝘁𝘀 𝗼𝗳 𝗺𝘆 𝗽𝘂𝗿𝗴𝗲 𝗮𝗹𝗹 𝗳𝗼𝗿 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝘀𝗮𝗸𝗲 𝗼𝗳 𝗺𝘆 𝗿𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗻𝗴𝗲.