"I [never] love you"~K.R.
I'd kill just to be able,
To look into his eyes and get an honest,
"I love you." Every night.
One that is truly him speaking.
Not the alcohol, or drugs,
Or the absence of mind.
But him.
I'll never get it though,
It is an unrealistic goal.
That's why every night I close my eyes,
And tell myself "He loves me..."
"......But does he?"
"NO." I tell myself, "No.-
Because if he loved me he'd be here still
To tell me himself! So how can he love
Me? All he loves are the drugs that he's
Made out of, because he chose them
Over me. Even if he does love me it'll
Never be as much as he loves his
Girlfriend that puts the drugs in his
Goddamned hands! How can I expect
Him to love me when he doesn't even
Love himself?! Or at least not enough
To stop doing all of this to himself!! All
I am is him! We share a genetic code!
What makes him made me!
So, how could I expect him to love his own daughter when he doesn't love himself?..."
I CANT
But oh how I'd KILL to get that I love you.
And it's a shame it'll never happen.
Oh that stupid I love you...
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PoetryThis is a book of poems by me. I wasn't quite sure what to call it so I just picked a random name. These poems are just all about life in general. Hope you like them!!!
