When Worlds Collide (TomTord)

Woke

Blue:
Holy shit. I- I thought I was evil but this guy... He is at least a hundred times worse. Tordy, how have you not even made a sound? Please, just give in. He'll kill you. He's insane! Worse than me and that takes a lot! Tordy don't look at me like that. Not like this.

I looked down at Tom as he sobbed in my chest. There- there has to be another way. I don't want to hurt anyone I love. Maybe pushing them away a bit or something but it was never meant to go this far. Red really has no emotion. The only thing he cares about is destroying everything. Do I really want to follow in those footsteps?

My mechanical arm seemed to malfunction after Tord had passed out and sent a ball of crackling lightning through Red. It was so strong that it knocked him back. Tom looked up at me and pushed me away going instantly to Tord. My... Tord. He glared at red and shook in anger, "So is this what you expected Blue? You hurt them both. Are you happy? Or would you actually do something to make up for what you've done?"

I looked down at my hands and back to Tom nervously, "I didn't want to go this far. It all happened so fast."

Tom pulled Tord into his arms cradling him close, "That's what happens when you play with fire. You get burned. Why did you start this war? You aren't qualified for it. You played toy soldiers and dress up without ever thinking about anyone but yourself! Look around you damn it!" Tom struggled to keep from crying again and glared at me, "You should have never started this. You'll fall. Trust me. When you do? Not even Red will care about you. I'm not sure why our worlds collided but I'll tell you one thing. You need to sort out what you really want. The longer you play pretend and act like a child? The more people are going to get hurt. Do you even care?"

"Yes, I do. I do care but I- Never mind. Go... Before your leader wakes up."

"What?" Tom looked at me confused and began to cover Tord up with his own uniform.

I watched him handle Tord carefully and sighed knowing that this was not my place. I've caused too much pain on him and everyone else. I don't deserve to change. Tord needs someone that will never hurt him like I have. Tom seems to be more mature and responsible in that regard, "you heard me... Go. But before you leave promise me you'll give something to the rebellion. I know you were thinking about going eventually anyway.

"What is it?"

I stood up and went to grab my old Blue hoodie along with a box that had been wrapped inside, "This. Matt said, if I was to ever give in, remember the past. I give but it won't be easy. Not with red. Go... Matt will understand what it means."

Tom looked at me confused but took it all and carried Tord away from me as I let him go. I watched as they left. After they were out of sight I looked towards Red laying back against the wall passed out.

"I promise you this Red..." I pulled him to me and narrowed my eyes grabbing my gun placing it to his head, "If I ever had the strength... I would kill you. I will. But I'll wait. I'll wait until you don't see it coming. In an odd way... Even now knowing your insanity. I am drawn to you, just as I'm drawn to Tord. You deserve Aman as broken and mangled as I am though. You don't deserve Tom and his heart kind as could be, and I don't deserve Tord. Loyal and faithful like no other. One day..." I sighed and tossed my gun away running my hands in his hair gently, "I will kill you in the worst way possible."