Real Life Fanfiction | Randy

Chapter 10 - Let Me Down Slowly

- Andy's POV -

My first kiss was with Brook. We were young and we were both thinking about what it would be like to kiss a guy. So we kissed each other and... and it wasn't a pleasant feeling. We figured we both liked guys, but we just knew we weren't compatible. After that, we never tried things with each other, we were just the bestest friends.

But with Rye it felt much different. Better. Way way better. His soft lips pressing against mine, his hot tongue swiping over my bottom lip and dancing with my tongue. The taste of him lingering in my mouth after a hot make out session. The feeling of his teeth digging into the flesh of my lip and his warm breath hitting my face as we pulled away for a second to catch our breath.
It was obvious that he had done it loads of times before.
And me... well I was inexperienced. Something he told me that bothers him. But it didn't seem like it bothered him that much this time.

We had sex and it was just amazing as the first time. He let me kiss him and he kissed back. He went a bit harder on me this time, but he was almost just as gentle as the first time. I felt like he cared about me and it made me feel all sorts of things.
When we were done and we cleaned up, he began dressing up.
"You're not staying?" I asked.
He laughed at me. "Andy sex is pretty good with you. But I'm not your boyfriend."
"So that's just what you're going to do? Come over when you want, sleep with me and then leave like nothing happened?"
"Exactly. Why, do you not enjoy this?"

I pulled the covers up to my chest as I sat up on my bed. Rye wasn't even looking at me, he was too busy looking for his clothes on my bedroom floor.
"So you're going to use me?"
He scoffed. "Do you or do you not want to have sex with me?"
"I... I do but..."
"But what?"
"But not like this! I'm not your mistress."
"I wouldn't treat a mistress as good as I treat you. Be thankful. Now I really gotta go, I'm meeting with Harper in an hour."

With that, he just walked out of the room. Seconds later I heard the front door open and close shut behind him. I broke down crying right then and there because I just had no idea what else to do. I felt like an idiot for thinking someone like Rye would like someone like me.

Now that I knew what he was actually like, the fanfictions I wrote about him broke my heart into pieces. I thought he was a nice guy who wouldn't do things like this to me. But no, he was just an asshole who wanted to fuck every moving creature on this planet.
I cried and cried and cried until I finally had nothing left it me. I slowly crawled out of my bed and put on my boxers and a hoodie. I walked to the bathroom and washed my face with cold water. My eyes were red and swolled from crying so much and I looked uglier than ever.
I walked into the kitchen and decided to eat something while I still could. So I grabbed some leftover chips from the fridge and threw them into the microwave. I sat up on the counter while I waited for it to heat up and I hummed a melody that was just stuck in my head for some reason.

When the microwave finished, I didn't take it out. I just hopped off the counter and sat down on a chair. I sat my phone up in front of me and started recording.

"Could you find a way to let me down slowly?
A little sympathy I hope you can show me
If you wanna go then I'll be so lonely
If you're leaving baby let me down slowly
Let me down, down
Let me down, down
Let me down, let me down
Down, let me down, down
Let me down
If you wanna go then I'll be so lonely
If you're leaving baby let me down slowly."

I stopped the video and listened back to it a few times. It was quite good so I posted it on Instagram. I looked pretty horrible with my sex hair and red eyes, but I didn't care.
After that I finally proceeded to eat.

- Rye's POV -

"If you're leaving baby let me down slowly."

The video stopped and I threw my phone across the room. Why did he have to sound so good and make me feel emotional?!
"Woah dude what's wrong with you?" Harper asked and picked the phone up from the pile of clothes on the floor that it landed on before handing it back to me. It was a little broken because it hit the wall.

"He is. He is wrong and I have no idea how to get rid of him. He's everywhere I go, he's all I can see, he's all I can think of and now he'll be all I can hear. He's driving me crazy. What is he, a witch?! How the hell did he get into my head?!"

"Rye calm down. You just like him. This isn't the end of the world-"
"Yes it is! How could he make me be like this?! I feel disgusting!"

I buried my face in my hands and tried to focus on my breathing, but I was way too stressed out.
I felt Harper's hand on my shoulder and I moved into the touch a little.
"Listen, I have no idea what these boys did to us, but the little one, Brooklyn, he completely made me fall for him. And I really like it. Maybe you should embrace this feeling as well and you'd be happy."
"My ass. Stop being so cheezy, I just need to fuck it out of my system."
"Okay then, handle things in the good old Rye way..."