Sanders Sides Oneshots

~Prinxiety~ Disapear

AN: So from the prompt above, I'm pretty much going to just take the idea of Roman trying to duck out. Tih idea is by no means my original idea. All credit for the idea of Roman ducking out goes to Sir-Sings-A-Lot. They posted the above anouncement on their account. Im also slightly tempted to make this it's own book. Comment if you'd be interested in this being it's own book. I'd have to check with Sir-Sings-A-Lot to make sure it's ok with them, but if it is, and someone wants me too, I would gladly make this it's own book. I'm also at a slight writers block wih cursed, but I will try to get a part 2 writen. I'm also stuck with The Depressing Truth. I'll try to get them both updated next week. And please leave requests, or even just prompts on the first chapter.
⚠️Trigger Warnings Depressing thoughts, I guess Verbal Abuse, Suicidal-Like Themes (No death, no attempted death, but Roman trying to duck out is treated pretty much exactly like suicide), Swearing⚠️
Text like this is the 'voice' in Roman's head. It's still Roman's thoughts, but they're not really his. If you have depression, at least if it's like mine, this text is that voice in your head that tells you your worhtless or things like that. Not really your thoughts, but still yours. This might be like intrusive thoughts, I'm not sure.
Text like this is the thoughts that Roman can control. Like second 'voice' in his head that is actually Roman's. Im really bad at explaining things.

《Roman POV》

Do you even really help Thomas? All you do is give him hopes and dreams that he could never reach. Your head is always in the clouds. Your the least important side. Just leave!

I know that! I know I'm the least important side! And how would you like me fucking to leave? As far as I know, sides can't fucking die!

You could duck out like Virgil did. Completely remove yourself from the equation. It's not like they'll miss you. They probably won't even notice you're gone! It's not like you've been doing your job recently!

You're right. I haven't been doing my job. But someone would notice, right? They can't hate me that much.

But they do Roman. They'd be better off without you. Just fucking leave you worthless pice of shit!

Ok. Ok. You're right. I should leave

I got up and walked over to the desk in the corner of my room. I got five sheets of notebook paper and a pen and wrote a few notes. Sort of like suicide notes I guess.

I wrote a separate note to each of the other sides and Thomas.

Virgil:
Dear Virgil,
I am so sorry for the way I have treated you. I hadn't acted very princey towards you and I am sorry for that. Hopefuly my leaving will not affect you to greatly. Please know that it is for the best that I leave. All I do is give Thomas worthless hopes and dreams that he could never reach. I just keep setting Thomas up for heartbreak. I now realise that my extravagant and grand ideas often made you anxious. And I made fun of you for that. That is no way to treat someone. I once again deeply apologize for my treatment of you. Please never forget that you are, always have been, and always will be an important part of Thomas. you are much more important than I ever was.
Sincerely, Roman

Logan:
Dear Logan,
I know you've never liked me much, so I'll keep this short. I'm sorry for constantly giving Thomas hopes and dreams that held him back from the logical solution. I realise now that all I really ever did was get in your way and prevent you from doing your job, so I apologize. Im sure you can see that, logically, it's better if I'm gone. Now thomas won't have constant useless, impossible dreams getting in the way.
Sincerely, Roman