Sanders Sides Oneshots

~No Ship~ We Were a FamILY To

AN: This oneshot makes Patton out to be an abusive dick. This is not how I see him, but I do like fics where he is like that and it fit well with this fic. Sorry that this is in two parts and that my other story isn't being updated,  my co writer is dealing with something personal, so he couldn't help me. Part two will be up next week. Both this part and the next one are based off the above post from @grace.the.nerd on instagram. By the way, you so should check her out, her work is awesome. Also, sorry if there's any mistakes.

Italic text (this) is Virgil's thoughts.

Bold and italic text (this) is the depressing voice that I give up explaining.

⚠️Trigger Warning: Swearing, Unsympathetic Patton, Abuse, Spoilers for DWIT, One Part That Sounds Slightly Sexual, Cigarettes, Alcohol, Specifically beer, The Depressing Voice That I Keep Bringing Back.⚠️

《Virgil POV》
“Because I was one of them.” With that, I sunk out into the common room where the other sides were all standing there. Logan and Roman saw me and quickly said their goodbyes and left. 

Once Patton was sure they couldn’t hear, Patton spun around and said, "How dare you?! you should have protected Thomas from them! I thought I told you if I ever see one of them again, you're gonna pay!!"

"I’m sorry, I’m sorry, ok. I tried. I did everything I could do. please leave me alone." By now I was sobbing.

"I don't care. I told you not to ever let them come near us or Thomas again, and what do you do? you let them come up how many times now?!"

I looked down at the ground, hoping he wasn't actually looking for an answer. "Answer me!"

"3 t-times now s-sir."

"Patton slapped me across the face and said, "What have I told you about stuttering Anxiety?"

"N-not to b-because it makes me look like even more of a useless fuck than I already am."

"Then why did you stutter?"

"I didn't mean to sir, sorry sir."

"'I didn't mean to sir, sorry sir.' Listen to you. You're so fucking pathetic. Get on your hands and knees you useless fuck."

"Yes, sir." I got down onto my hands and knees and waited for Patton to say something.

"Now, what did I say would happen if they showed up?"

"15 minutes of beating without any sound, sir."

"Did I give you permission to speak?" I silently shook my head. "Shirt off, now."

I silently nodded my head, took off my shirt and got back onto my hands and knees. I sat staring at the ground, wincing when I heard Patton take off his belt. Great. 45 minutes of whipping. I'm so fucked, there’s no way I'm going to stop myself from screaming.

You deserve it you useless fuck.

After about 20 minutes, Patton put his belt back on and said,  "kneel next to my chair, now!"

I nodded and went to sit next to Patton’s chair. Once I sat down, Patton sat down in the chair and took out a pack of cigarettes. Great, 20 minutes of being used as a human ashtray, just what I wanted. 

Shut up you useless mistake. He's being generous. You fucked up and let he dark sides in, you knew you couldn’t do that. He could be kicking you out of the mind palace, so be grateful he's letting you have a place to stay at the small price of a little pain. You deserve this you-

I was drawn out of my thoughts by Patton putting his cigarette out on my arm. He then paused his show and got up to grab a case of beer. Patton sat down again and I knew better than to look up at what he was watching, so I just stared at the ground, getting lost in, my thoughts again.

You’re so useless. Patton’s just showing you your place. you don't help Thomas at all. you don't deserve a place in the light sides. all you do is hurt them and Thomas. Think about it, Roman constantly insults you because all you do I shoot down his ideas. Logan sees you as an inconvenience, someone that is stopping him from doing his job. And Patton, he’s just trying to help you. He’s just showing you how worthless you are.

I was drawn out of my thoughts again by Patton smashing a beer bottle on my head. After about 20 minutes, and five more beer bottles smashed, Patton said, “You can leave now Anxiety, but if I hear one word from you tonight, you’ll wish I was smashing beer bottles on your head.”

I nodded my head and ran up to my room.