You're the only one for me (Taekook ff)

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Part is really short,but next one will be about Taehyung,this one is about Jungkook and I'm sorry for late updates I'm really really busy with everything ✌️

Jungkook went back to his hospital room and lay down on bed,it was like he roll in ball and started cry,he was heart broke,Taehyung was send away,and he knew that Taehyung don't want him be with someone,who even can't walk.

Days passed one by one,Jungkook started Starve himself,he didn't wanted eat no even drink,He missed Taehyung a lot.

"What I'm suppose to do now,when there is no Taehyung in my life,I wanna die for God sake"

Jungkook looked at himself into mirror,his skin colour faded away,he was pale as fuck,he didn't went out of house and rejected all incoming calls.
If someone was knocking to doors,he didn't opened,he didn't wanted see anyone.

"Jungkook it's been month,one damn long slowly month,what I'm doing with myself"

Jungkook hated him for not being there for Taehyung,he wanted do suicide,he wanted slow painful death,but then from another side,there is still chance in future meet Taehyung and say him sorry,but what if there will not be chance do that,what if his Taetae will not want talk with him,what if.

Million thoughts hit Jungkook mind,he blinked few times and looked again in mirror,his eye's was red and puffy from crying.

"When I even started cry"

It's been month,he again fall in deep thoughts."Do I need go out and do something", he looked outside throught the window,it was raining there,peaceful and calming weather,"Intresting if death can be so slow and calming,just close up eye's and die",he walked closer to window and put hands on it,"I just wanna be happy is that so hard to get".

He went to kitchen angry and pissed off,he took out of box whiskey and take sip straight from bottle,"Does drinking will help me", he was wondering.

He kept take more and more sips,then he drink it like it was water,"I will be drunk,but it may help forget pain lil bit,wait..... "

He smirked and looked to nightstand table,he run to it and there was drugs,and really strong drugs,he took one of them,and drink with whiskey, after few minutes he was sleeping,he was talking in sleep, "I feel like I'm dying, please somebody help me", and boom there was only darkness.