You Are My Nightmare

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I came to you, broken
and without remorse.
What my head thought
was love, my heart
knew to be false.
Our love was unfolding
like a ball of yarn
rolling down each step
with no intention
of coming back together.
I had a sick obsession of us
our cracked love
our fears
our exhausted inhibitions
our deepest secrets.
I loathed you
inside and out
the consumption killed us.
You may be the one
who drinks;
but honey, I'm the monster.
I hid your rum like a childish thief.
I ignored the signs,
kind hands reaching
out to offer help.
I wake up.

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