Forgotten Memories | JENSOO [18+]

Chapter Twenty-One: The First

Jisoo stood in the shower, letting the hot spray flow over her. She heard Jennie turn the master bath shower on. Her hands on the shower wall before her, she bowed her head, cursing herself.

How could you be so stupid? Why was Jisoo unable to stop what had happened downstairs? It had never been like that with them before.

Of all the stupid things, Kim. You tossed Jennie around like a rag doll. You could have hurt her.

'You were my first, weren't you Jisoo?' Jennie's question repeated, taking Jisoo to their first time. Their wedding night. Jisoo saw it play out again in her mind.

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Jennie entered the hotel bedroom dressed in a cream negligee. One look at her and Jisoo was lost. Jisoo could see Jennie was beyond nervous. Her arms trying to cover what the sheer material exposed.

"Can we turn off the light?" Jennie nervously asked.

Jisoo reached for Jennie hand and pulled her close. With her other hand she reached over and dimmed the lights. No darkness.bNot tonight.

Jisoo's hands sifted Jennie's hair back off her face. "You're an angel," she told her.

Jisoo saw the sheer terror in her cat-eyes. Watched Jennie swallow as she looked back at her.

"It's okay baby," Jisoo whispered before taking Jennie lips in a gentle kiss.

Jisoo kissed her softly for a long moments. She was just as nervous as Jennie was. She knew Jennie was a virgin. Knew she needed to take it slow. Every ounce of control she possessed was needed right now.

Jisoo lifted Jennie in her arms and gently set her down on the bed. She removed her pants and saw another wave of fear in her cat-eyes.

She rest beside Jennie, taking her luscious lips with her heart-shaped lips once more.

"It's okay baby," Jisoo soothed again.

Jisoo settled between Jennie's legs, arms holding her up as her hands held Jennie's head.

"Just breathe," Jisoo told her softly.

Jisoo tried distracting Jennie with delicate kisses. Yet, once Jisoo entered her, Jennie pulled away and screamed.

"It's okay, Jen," Jisoo tried soothing.

Jennie's bottom lip between her teeth, tears flowing down the sides of her face.

Jisoo tried to be as gentle as possible. Jennie's petite stature and narrow hips made her so tight.

Jisoo moved gently within Jennie. Tried kissing away her tears, which weren't stopping.

"Do you want me to stop?" Jisoo asked her.

Jennie took in a shuddering breath, shaking her head no.

Jisoo's heart was breaking. Jennie was so delicate and pure. Jisoo wanted this to be special for Jennie, not painful.

As much as Jisoo's body wanted to go harder and faster, she remained as gentle as possible.

Jisoo heard Jennie softly cry, "It hurts."

"Oh Jen," Jisoo sighed when she finally released within Jennie. Cursing her body for feeling such pleasure while Jennie was in pain.

Jisoo withdrew from Jennie and rolled to the side, bringing Jennie to her chest.

"It's okay baby. I promise, it'll be better."