*1 month later - February*
*New Orleans*
Bresha POV:
I'm in shock right na. I can't wrap my mind around it. Not even sure when it happened. Fa a good minute na...my life has been super private and a roller coaster. Its been crazy!
Quees and I...we're not how we used ta be, ya know? And it hasn't really truly been picture perfect since he had an outside child. In which, I juss can't really accept.
But, bein' tha good person I am...I let their child around ours because...well...they're half-siblings. BUT! With all of that...we still tried ta work on our marriage.
Its been rocky as fuck. But, we still fuck around. I mean...we're still very married. Juss...separated.
I'm juss na getting home. He was hea' wit tha kids while I was out. I didn't speak. I juss went straight up ta my bedroom. I close tha door and sit on tha bed. I'm really tryna keep my cool right na.
I put my purse next ta me and put my face in my hands. I hear tha door open wit a slight knock.
Quees: "Aye. You good, B?"
I juss shake my head. He grabs my hands and squats down in front of me. He leans over so he can look me in my eyes.
Quees: "You know you can talk to me, B...."
I sigh.
Me: "I....am pregnant, Quees..." I said I teared up and my voice cracked.
A look of shock comes across his face. A tear fell and I look at him.
Me: "We're not in a good space. Our marriage is shits. But, hey! We chose ta have sex. This is an outcome we both knew could happen. Especially since it's unprotected. It was bound ta happen...."
I cover my face again.
Me: "I juss wanted our happy life before having another beybe..." I cried
He moves my hands and crouches down.
Quees: "Baby. We're good..."
I juss shake my head.
Me: "No were not. We're not good at all. We're far from it..."
Quees: "Listen. We're good. In my eyes...this will bring us closer. You know how much you mean to me?"
I shake my head. And it's because I really don't.
Quees: "You're my entire life. And without you...it's nothing. And I'd be nothing. We met for a reason. I'm not easy to get rid of. Tha only way is to kill me. Til death do us part..."
Me: "I know a few people..."
He stares at me. I chuckle.
Me: "I'm juss playin', Quees..."
Quees: "Thank God..."
I laugh and he hugs me. I hug him back as he rubs my back. I look at him. He pecks my lips and I kiss him back.
Quees: "Let's just get back to us. Therapy. Alone time. Whatever it takes, B. And tomorrow morning...this separation...will be nonexistent. Like it never happened..."
I juss look at him. We have ta get this situation...situated. And fast! I juss want my perfect life back. Is that too much ta ask??
*Los Angeles*
August POV:
This past month, its been real smooth. No crazy shit. Me and Riah good. Happy. Our family good. It's juss all good. Exactly how I wanted it and needed it ta be. And it needs ta stay this way.
