*Auburn, GA*
Mariah POV:
When I woke up...I woke up ta Martin playin' on our tv. And Aug laughing. I sit up and look at him.
August: "Good morning ta you, too babe."
I smile and push my hair back. He kisses my cheek and I go in tha bathroom. I brush my teeth and face. Then get back in bed. He pecks my lips and I kiss him back.
Me: "So! Remember when I said I was gonna bring it up later?"
He nods.
Me: "It's later..."
He looks at me. Then at tha tv.
August: "They came from Miracle.."
I raise my brow.
Me: "Explain?"
August: "That surveillance video. It was Miracle involved in that. So....I went by ha house. I snatched ha ass up! Long story short..she swung on me and we literally fought like two niggas. She ended up scratching me a few times. And umm. She told me Chris was tha one with ha that night..."
My heart dropped completely. My eyes teared up a little.
August: "I didn't kill ha like I wanted because I didn't have it. Ohhhh. But, yesterday. Yesterday she payed tha price fa that shit. I got what I wanted. And took ha ass smooth out..."
Me: "And Chris?"
August: "Gone. In Vegas..."
Me: "I'm really lost as ta what I ever did ta him. He is one of my biggest regrets. But, chu know that already. I didn't treat him wrong. I was shockingly really good ta him and don't know why..."
He chuckles.
August: "You fucked me a couple times..."
Me: "Haha. He was cheating on me already..."
August: "True.."
Me: "After all he did ta me...I should be tha one pissed. I should be tha one snapping his neck. He took my daughters life..."
I wipe my eyes and look down. Aug rubs my back. That pain never goes away.
Me: "I should be tha pissed off one! Not him! He owes me more than his life! He owes me his soul. *sniffles* I don't have closure with none of that shit, babe. He fucked me up. Mentally...physically...emotionally...sexually abused me. Talked down on me. Hard as fuck! I couldn't even gain a quarter of a pound and I'll be all types of fat. That shit scars you. I have no closure at all..."
I never just completely opened up about any of that shit I went through with him. Ever. Until na. Aug knows not even half...
Me: "*scoffs* It actually got so bad ta tha point that I didn't even care if he killed me or not..."
He looks at me shocked. I just nod.
Me: "I just wanted out. *sniffles* Keep in mind...some of this shit happened even after I had Reina. It was still goin' on. I never talked about it. It woulda hurt me ta know she woulda been left with his ass. But, I wanted out. Completely. We fought every two days. Like some niggas. But, my height was over powered *chuckles*. He caught these hands though..."
August: "You shoulda came ta me. Bout all of that. Not just half..."
Me: "I couldn't. You didn't wanna talk ta me. Look at me. Ignored my calls. Texts. Just me period. Bresha tried ta tell you..."
August: "But, I blew it off..." He says as he sighs
I slowly nod.
August: "And I shouldn't have..."
Me: "Nahhh. You had every right ta be pissed. I brought it upon myself. I shoulda listened ta you. I went back on my word. And I know that hurt you. If it was flipped...I'd react tha same way. You were trying ta help me and I completely ignored it. And I'm gonna forever thank you fa comin' when I wasn't gettin' your calls. He had destroyed my phone..."
August: "Of course. I might be mad at you...but I'm not gonna leave you like that. Not just high and dry. I got you no matter what. I know you. I know you did what you had too."
Me: "You're right. I shot that ass. Shoulda killed him then"
He laughs and looks at me.
August: "I thought so. I felt it in my spirit"
Me: "In your spirit, Aug?"
He nods and I laugh shaking my head at him.
August: "But...you're good na. Imma finish him off. And this time....I'm gonna make sure of it. I made you a promise. And I'm gonna keep it..."
He kisses my hand and I kiss his cheek.
Once I endured tha shit he did. I realized...it doesn't even compare...ta what Quan did. Quan scarred me...but Chris RUINED me.
He really messed me up. I have nightmares about that shit sometimes. I wake up some days paranoid. And when I started having dreams about him. It got worse.
I just need that closure. And I'm risking it...but...I just might get what I need...
*Las Vegas*
Chris POV:
I've been calling Miracle back to back and I'm not getting an answer. And I'm getting real upset about it because she knows to answer when I call or text her.
I'm in Vegas working. But, I might have to go back to LA. She better be doing her job since she's ignoring me.
But, on another note. If Mariah passed tha message...then it's playing out like I need it too. He walking around here somewhere pissed and waiting to see me. She's going to pay. I meant what I said...
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Quick update. Nothing special lol.
I'm convinced college isn't for me lol. Nothing interest me. And I HATE wasting my time 🙄.
So! What did y'all go to school for? And if you're attending at the moment...what's your major?
