When everyone got back in the car Lexi, Ben, and Stan started their research. Stan found out that It's most well known weakness is that if you are not afraid it will affect him. Ben found that ever 27 years this guy comes back to kill and well Lexi found something that all of them
are going to hate is that It also feeds off people's secrets to spike fear in them.
They park in front of the library to return the books but before anyone can get out Lexi stops them.
" Umm, guys I know this might sound a tad bit weird but we need to tell everyone our deepest darkest secrets. Also the not so dark secrets." Said Lexi looking like she was stabbed.
"Why would we have to do that?" Asked Mike.
"Because It can feed on our secrets to make us feel fear because he knows and we don't want anyone else to know." She replied softly.
"I um, i don't know, maybe we don't have to, you know, like, maybe it will be ok?" Virgil said quietly.
"I think I should tell you guys I know if he uses it against me I could probably not be able to face you guys." Lexi says.
"I th-think we should t-t-too." Bill stutters out.
"I agree with Lexi and Bill." Says Stan.
"Yeah, i think everyone is on the same page but you Virgil." said Eddie, Richie and Ben nodding.
"Yeah it's just you Virgil." says Bev.
Bill starts the sharing "i fuh-feel like it was m-m-my fuh-hault that Georgie died."
"I uh, i was playing with matches, i didn't know better." Mike said.
"What do you mean?" Eddie asked.
"I started the fire, by accident." Mike said in just above a whisper.
"My family," Stan says "they're abusive."
"Bev whispers hers to Bill, "H-her dad, he se-exualy abuses h-h-her."
"I'm addicted," Eddie says, a little too fast, "to my meds."
"Well, mine was that im gay, so i dont really have anything." Richie says grabbing Eddies hand.
"What I am about to tell you hopefully you guys don't hate me." said Lexi. She took a deep breath and continued. "You know how I said that I saw Richie get the fake ID's well the place that i was going to was kissing bridge. I went there not to write lovey dovey stuff on there. seeing you guys die so many times i just want it to end so i was ready to kill my self then and there. But I stopped myself and here I am."
"Lexi, i, oh my..." Virgil said, not knowing where it was going, then he embraced Lexi, probably a little too hard, and all the others joined him, even Bev, who was still kind of upset from their fight.
"Guys i am ok i swear it just is really hard when all you see everywhere, everyday, and even when you sleep. I just.. Thank you guys." Lexi said while having some tears coming out her eyes. "Come on guys we need to beat this clown ok. Plus Virgil what is yours."
"Oh, um, it's not that important, it's just... I like someone, but they don't like me, so it doesn't matter..." he says trailing off.
"Aww do you need a group hug plus are you definitely sure. Like look at Richie he didn't think that Eddie liked him now look at them now." said Stan.
"I'll be alright Stan, thanks, and I'm 100% sure." Virgil said looking down. Lexi gave him a hug no matter what he said.
"That is the worst thing to ever go through." said Lexi as she backed out of the hug.
"It really is ok, anyway, we really need to make a plan." Virgil said looking at the books then the door.
"Oh ok well apparently all we have to do is get over our fears then we can downgrade the bitch to finally kill his ass." said Stan.
"Well Stany you already do that to Richie so i don't see you having any problems doing that one." say Lexi.
"Sh-sh-she has a p-p-p-point." Bill says.
"Yeah, Lexi is right, so what's the plan Stan the man." Richie says.
"Well I would say that we all have to face our fears. So who wants to go first. " answers Stan.
"Would you like to go first Stan." said Ben.
"Uhhhhhh not really but sure." answers Stan.
"So, how are we supposed to go about this?" asked Eddie.
"Well lets just say some of us are going to have a difficult time. achoo Richie achoo." answer Stan.
"Ha ha, very funny Stany." Richie responds rolling his eyes.
"Please don't call me that Richie." says Stan. "So are we going to my dad's office or what."
"Yeah lets go." said Bev climbing back into the front seat. Lets just say that car ride was the most silent one that they had in awhile. No one had said a word it was like all they can think about is how fucked they all were and how they were scared. When they got there, Stan stopped everyone in their tracks.
"Wh-wh-what's wrong S-S-Stan?" asked Bill.
"I should do this by myself" said Stan.
"No, what if he comes?" asks Mike.
"I will yell for help but the only way to face our fears is by ourselves." Said Stan as he started to go in.
"Stan!" Virgil yells and Stan turns around "be careful ok?"
"Ok." Stan says turning back around and heading into the synagogue.
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Losers (It)
Fanfictionmy friend and I are writing a self insert together, Pennywise comes back when they are 16, everyone is still in Derry, and they are trying to stop him.