You & I... Joe Goldberg

Chapter 6: Your invite. (Her POV)

Joe. Joe, I've been watching you. Why are you going to Charlotte's house, now? Have you been fucking her? I swear, Joe. If you have. She will be gone. Have you ever watched American Horror Stories? I suppose not. Tate meets this girl, Violet. She tells him she's not afraid, when he showed his real self to her, she was terrified. He made sure no one got in their way. He payed full attention to her, Joe. Why can't you do that? Why can't you kill someone for me? I will. I will kill people that'll get in our way, Joe. Shh. I know you won't find out.

I see you exit Abraham's house and I knock softly. Charlotte opens the door, looking the happiest. Awe. Is the bitch satisfied now? "Hey!" She said. "Hi. Is Abraham here?" I asked. "Nah. He's at work. Come I need to ask you something!" She squealed and ran to the couch. Hm. I wonder what that is? Is this the couch where you and Joe hook up on? I wonder what Joe's lips feels like. "What's up?" I asked, looking at her. "So my birthday is coming up. I'm having a party. Can you go?" She asked softly, looking back at me. Maybe this is what she asked you, Joe. We'll see each-other again. Maybe we can hit it off. I want out of that I'll wait for you bull shit. I am gonna get you, one way or the other. "Sure!" I replied, smiling. She hugged me tightly and screamed softly. "Ugh I can't wait!" She smiled. Wow. She's happy that I'm going? That's really cool. Not. I only agreed so I can see you again, Joe. Everything I do is because of you. Will you do the same? Did you only agree because you know that'll be going? If so, good. We still have a chance. We'll always have a chance. Right?

I waited on the couch, laying my head on the headboard. It feels so soft against my head. I hear a soft knock and Charlotte quickly answers. "Joe!" she screams quietly. "Hey." You said chuckling. Are you laughing, Joe? Did she make you laugh? You're happy with her? "I left my jacket here, and it's pretty chilly." You chuckle again. "You want me to get it or?" You added on. "Cmon in. Maybe I could make you some coffee, so you could stay awake?" She asked. "Yeah. I'd love that." You replied than walked in. She giggled softly and walked over to the kitchen. Your eyes got big when you looked at me, giving me a warm smile. I turn my head towards Charlotte and I look down at my phone. Maybe I'm not ready yet. I need time. Let me think, Joe. Your smile threw me off guard. You tap me softly and I look up at you, with an upset look. Your face went from happy to concerned.

"Hey, I don't mean to bother you, but you're on my jacket." You smile softly. Jesus, Joe, your smile. Your smile is everything. "Oh" my eyes widened. I forgot I was on your jacket. It's so soft. Will I be able to wear your jacket? When we date? I lift my body up and turn to you, giving you a welcoming smile. Now I know why I'm so devoted to you. You're special, Joe. You treat women with respect. Not only that, you're smart, sexy, talented, funny, and you make me happy in general. I will fight for you, Joe. Believe me. I will. You grab your jacket and sit next to me, facing me. "Hey, I'm sorry about that incident we had. We're only friends. If I upset you in any way, please let me know. So I could change it. I really thought we could be friends, and I don't want that to ruin my imagine you have of me." You smile softly. Your smile assures me that it won't happen again. Can I trust you though? I smiled softly and looked at you. "No. It's fine. I didn't buy it. I'm sorry. I didn't tell you about Abraham. We barely know each-other, and I didn't want you thinking I would be like every other girl. Her brother is my ex but I'm done with him. You have my full attention." I smiled again, looking into your eyes. I would fucking kiss you, but Charlotte's here. I'm not scared of her, I just don't want things to be weird. You smiled back, pushing your little curl back. "Hey dorks." She giggled, walking into the living room with your coffee. I would've made your favorite, Joe. I know what you like. This cunt doesn't. I love you, Joe. Please love me back.

You take the coffee and sip it. "Thank you" You smiled. "I should get going, Michelle my new co-worker is coming by soon." You walk over to the door. Charlotte gives you a hug and you hug back. What the fuck, Joe? You were being the sweetest to me 20 seconds ago. I'll tell myself that you're doing that just to be nice. You head out and she closes the door. "Isn't he great?" She squeals. "Very" I grinned. "I'll be in my room, if you need anything, let me know." She smiled than headed to her room.

If I could stab her right now. But I can't. Not in my ex boyfriends house. Not today, Joe. You saved her with your random act of kindness. I love you, Joe. I need you to say it back. 'I love you more, Callie'. Oh, Joe. I'll see you, in a few days.
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next chapter will be pretty long. buckle up for this bumpy ride. ew that was nasty. i apologize