In which Kim Jisoo, the kind class president, yet a loner, falls in love with Kim Seokjin, who is apart of the school's most popular group. But instead of keeping her feelings bottled up, she expresses them through letters, while her medical conditi...
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"All that you are is all that I'll ever need."
— Ed Sheeran
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Dear Kim Seokjin,
Yesterday, the entire day, I was looking for you. But I couldn't find you.
The first half of the day, I thought that I just honestly couldn't find you.
But after lunch, I saw you deliberately move away from me, like leaving a room because I'm in it and walking away if I'm approaching you.
It hurt me a lot, but I wasn't giving up.
Instead, I looked for the perfect moment when I could reach out to you.
I found that moment after school, when you and the rest of Bangtan were walking to the smoothie shop along the corner. While walking there, each member of yours left, and sooner or later, you were alone. You continued walking straight, unbothered. I followed you across the street because my house was nearby.
Quickly, I ran across the street and tapped you on the shoulder, a big grin fixated on my face.
But the moment you turned around, you looked shocked for a second before turning around, walking away.
I was in such a big shock that my feet stayed glued on the floor.
The following day, I came to school, ready to apologize right away, but I saw you and this blonde, making out against the lockers.
As I passed you guys, my heart panged in hurt and I made a mental note not to approach you today.
The entire day, I could feel your eyes being trained onto me.
And me?
I had to act like I was happy.
But acting happy while sad was not an easy task for me to accomplish.
