Because I Said So

Chapter Two

I cannot believe Malcolm! Me crying because my momma said some shit that she clearly meant. Boy please! I'm too tough for that kind of shit. She lost my ass a long time ago and pick up a new monstrous ass bitch. Me crying. Makes me wanna throw up thinking about it. A bitch could never make my emotions come outta me. Them shits dead. Period!

Sax house was about 40 mins away from Malcolm's mansion. I hate this long as drive, but he better have my money though. I checked to see what time it was. 11:20 am. His kid's soccer practice starts at 12pm so that gives me some time to tease him a bit. He's always complaining about his wife to me. Like I actually care about that dumb shit.

"Oh, Melinda won't have sex with me anymore, she's always fussing at me".

Nigga is you a man or a mouse. If you not getting what you want, then leave! I don't understand those types of people. Why stay in an unhappy relationship? Making yourself miserable and shit. Then want to complain to me like I wanna hear it.

This is why I chose to not be in a relationship now. The commitment, the heartache, the constant "do you love me?" If I'm telling you that I love you what makes you think I don't? See how crazy that is?

"Well can you show me you love me?"

Nigga no be gone. Just thinking bout Sax whinny ass makes me want to take a detour to his house. But I better not, I don't know all the short cuts to his house yet.

See we stay in the high society end of Indigo Falls. Crystal Blue Water plantation to be exact. Where we live, there is a gate, but if you pay $10 you can get in. I don't see why we have security if anybody can get in with their funky $10.

We have our own grocery store, gas station and a couple of restaurants in the plantation. When we first moved in with Malcolm, I thought we was in a palace. Only the high-class society people live in this plantation. Even a few celebrities have a second home here.

Anyways, for once in my life I felt protected. Nobody could hurt me here. The thought of me living behind a gate put my mind at ease. You know the best part about the plantation? No gun shots every night, no druggies begging you for a few bucks to get a fix, no one here is struggling to make a way.

They already built their foundation when they purchase a home in this place. I will never leave here. Hell in a few months I might get my own house here.

And Indigo Falls is a natural paradise itself. It sure beats the shitty town of Sonsville where we used to live. Sonsville is a country ass small town where racist still exist but its swept under the rug. There is nothing exciting about that place because there is absolutely nothing to do there.

People wonder why the kids hang around the bad crowd or pick up habits like dealing drugs. They have nothing to do! I'm not saying that shit is okay but how you expect to make a living in Sonsville if there's only a few places that hire once every five years? Or there's no recreational for the kids to attend to? Shit was a headache growing up! 

But Indigo Falls have everything to keep you occupied. Movie theaters, restaurants, a fairground, concerts every weekend, a university and a few community colleges. A bunch of schools!

Everything you can think of that's exciting I guarantee you Indigo Falls has it. And if you like nature, well it has the best mountain scenery you can think of. Lakes, waterfalls and two beaches. This place is paradise.

The population is so huge here! In Sonsville, there's only 2,000 people and more than likely half of them is related to you. But Indigo Falls population is 300,000 people! Talk about potential customers! This is why I never run out of "services". Behind every rich family is a dirty, greedy ass man looking to get some pussy. Trust me hunni, I don't mind. As long as them coins is right!