Really Broken? (Adam Lambert)

Introducing Me

I was waiting for the food Adam had already ordered, I was standing beside the dining table "the table was HUGE and every single detail on the dining room was so pretty" Soon Adam touched my arm and as soon as I blinked I flinch and took two steps back. Placing myself near the huge door:

Adam's POV:

I noticed that she was scared because she was standing near the dining table all the way across Javi and me... I came near Kae and I touched her arm gently to tell her to sit on the chairs on the table, but as soon as I touched her she took some steps back and I realized that she was scared of touch.

"I'm sorry Adam I didn't mean to be rude, sorry."  She said, and she was apologizing but she didn't needed too because it wasn't her fault at all to be left alone on a store.

"It's okay honey I'm sorry, you don't have to apologize it was my fault."

she nodded her head and accepted it

I told her to come sit near Javi and I but she declined, instead she sat two chairs away from us...

End of the POV

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The food arrived and Adam received it, meanwhile Javi went to look for plates and cups.

Adam: Yassssss! THE FOOD ARRIVED (he said like if he was a kid and that made me and Javi laugh)

Javi: Baby! calm down, you are getting so annoying "he chuckles" let's go and eat sushi i'm so hungryyyyy "he says with that beautiful spanish accent"

I was seated while Javi and Adam were deciding if they wanted lemonade or soda, I interrupted them and told them that they looked like two babies fighting over a stuffed bear. They laughed and they seated near me I became uncomfortable and move one chair away

Adam: Kae what's the matter are you mad or something?

(I declined with my head and moved my head over my plate full of sushi looking down while I felt like they were staring at me)

Javi: Babe are you sure? why are you uncomfortable?

I told them that I was sure it was nothing to worry about and that it was making me uncomfortable but I was ok with it because I'm already used to people getting on top of me, "it's fine Javi and Adam don't worry." (I added)

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Kae's POV:

Javi and Adam kept asking questions while I was totally enjoying my food, but those were uncomfortable questions like they asked me why my parents left me, why I'm afraid of them, if I was angry at them and stuff but I just stated with my head as a no, yes and I don't know.

When I was done from eating I asked politely if I could use the bathroom they nodded and Javi stood up from his chair and took me to the bathroom because I didn't know were it was:

Javi: Kae if you need something I'm here okay?

yes I'm okay Javi thanks I'll be ok

Javi: Ok honey, I'll go back to eat, you know the way back right?

Yes thank you -- Damn he asks so many questions I said in my head with a smile on--

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I placed my head near the bathtub and soon I was in a dark room screaming and kicking, I was shouting for my liberty...

STOP, PLEASE--please lea-ve me a-lone, just leave me "I kept repeating these words in a quiet voice. I didn't want to alarm Javi or Adam so I sobbed quietly " I couldn't even realize that I had a taken a razor from my small bag and it was on my hand, cutting my left wrist making 3 cuts were I could, since there was few space left of what you could see of my skin due to all the scars of my past...