I must be dreaming
I must be dead
I can't believe what I'm seeing
What's lying on my bed
It must be sealed
It must be contained
Looking at this
This secret can't be named
It's not worth the fame
It's not something I would frame
Hang it on the wall
Show it off for all
I'll slam my fist
It shatters from the fall
Just like you
How could you do this
How fucking dare you
How could you keep this
How could you pull this foul move
I should be you're everything
I even bought a ring
I gave all that I had
And you threw that all away for a fling
I'm not that hurtful
I'm not that mean
I don't mean to leave bruises
And scars on your body
It's just my rage
I love you the same
I don't mean to hurt
I don't deserve the blame
I'll smack you around
Every now and then
I say it's the last time
But it always happens again
This time you fucked up
This time it's the end
This time my rage won't stop
Until you're lying dead
Are you ready to die
For the selfish crime
Maybe you should cry
I'm out of my fucking mind
Just because I slip up
Doesn't mean you should fuck
Anyone else
But myself
But this time bitch I've had enough
I'm not that hurtful
I'm not that mean
I don't mean to leave bruises
And scars on your body
It's just my rage
I love you the same
I don't mean to hurt
I don't deserve the blame
I'll smack you around
Every now and then
I say it's the last time
But it always happens again
This time you fucked up
This time it's the end
This time my rage won't stop
Until you're lying dead
This is what you get
This is what you deserve
I've done nothing but love
And that's not something you've earned
As my fists bleed
And so does your skull
I finally feel content
I'm finally full
And like a candle in the night
My soul burns bright
I awake shaky on sight
I should be shot
For the dreams that fright
This scares me more
My body sore
These are the reasons why
I try to fill myself with more
Nobody deserves that fate
So I'll keep filling myself with hate
So I never hurt the one I love
Because there is no one
I'll never hurt the one that I love
Like the pretty little lady
I completely and utterly destroy
In all of my dreams
I kill her
Every time
It's all mine
I'm alone as I should be
I will not destroy like the others who lived before me
