I just want to be happy
But I'm drawn to the pain
I'm carved from the stone of those meant to be alone
You know I'm not the same
As I once was
What I was I'll never be again
This is who I've become
I'm sick of torture
I'm bruised from the tears
The scars and wounds won't leave me
And I'm left drowning in my fears
I set myself up
To sell myself short
I always give into false hope
I'm always left screaming for more
If there's a chance
Ever a chance
To heal someone
I'll take that chance
Even if I'm left being choked by their hands
I can't feel anymore
Is anything real anymore
Why are my pills on the floor
Why can't I open my eyes
I set myself up
To sell myself short
I always give into false hope
I'm always left screaming for more
If there's a chance
Ever a chance
To heal someone
I'll take that chance
Even if I'm left being choked by their hands
I can't just let this go to waste
My ashes to your ashes are thrown in my face
I can't just hunt for memories to erase
I still see him
I still see you
I don't want to forget
But I don't want to see what I can never have back
I set myself up
For the pain of being dropped
I've broken
I've broken
Can this cycle ever be stopped
Before I am truly lost
