She's upset, bad day
Heads to the dresser drawer to
Drive her pain away
Nothing good can come of this
She opens it there's nothing there
It's only left over tears
Mom and dad have no right she screams!
Anger runs down both of her cheeks
Then she closed her eyes
Found relief in a knife
The blood flows as she cries
All alone the way she feels
Left alone to deal with
All the pain drenched sorrow relief
Bite the lip, just forget the bleeding
Then she closed her eyes
Found reliefe in a knife
The blood flows as she cries
oh oh woah
Then she closed her eyes
She found relief in a knife
The blood flows as she cries
Curled up she's on the floor
Relief left her
She had hoped for something more from it
Hoped for something more from it
And he leans down to comfort her
She is weeping as he wraps his arms around
Around and around and
The deeper you cut
The deeper I hurt
The deeper you cut
It only gets worse
The deeper you cut
The deeper I hurt
The deep you cut
It only gets worse
It gets worse
She's slowly opening
She's slowly opening
New eyes
Then she opened her eyes
Found relife in his life
And put down her knife
Woah oh
Then she opened her life
she found relief in his eyes
And put down
She put down
Her knife
I strum the last chords and my voice trails off, tears running down my cheeks. I look over and see that "mom" and Harry are crying as well.
"That was beautiful," Mrs. R smiles at me through her tears.
"I have to agree, Jess. Your really put it all out there," Harry agrees.
"Is that written from experience?" Stacy asks. I jump and turn around, not knowing she had been there. I smile smally and nod.
"Yeah. It was..." I say.
She walks over and wraps me up in a warm hug. "Oh baby, I'm sorry. And I'm also sorry that I have to kick you out, but it's time for Ronda's medication."
I step out of her arms and walk over to mom. I kissed her on the cheek. "Ciao mamá," I say to her.
"Bye Theresa. Come visit me any time." She smiles warmly. Then she fixes her eyes on Harry. "You going to say goodbye to me? Or leave an old woman hanging?"
arry grins and gives her a kiss on the cheek. "Bye Mrs. Robinson."
"Please," she winks at him. "Call me Ronda."
We all laugh and then Harry and I make our leave. Once we're out of earshot of the room, Harry turns to me.
"Who's Theresa, who is this Ronda woman, and why do you call her mom?" He asks.
"I'll explain in the car."
We walk out of the building and to my car. As soon as we're strapping in, he attacks me with questions again.
"Yo!" i yell, effectivly shutting him up. "Be quiet so I can explain."
Harry makes a big deal about zipping his mouth shut and throwing away the key.
"Dork," I laugh. "Anywhore, as I was saying-"
"Anywhore?"
"Shut your face."
"Sorry."
"Anyway, four years ago, when I first moved here from Florida, I was going some court ordered community service, don't ask," I add when Harry looks at me strangly. "And so I volenteered at the nursing home. Well, as soon as I walked into Ronda's room, she thought I was her daughter, Theresa, who died a few months before. I didn't have the heart to tell her any different. Now she practically is my mom. She knew I loved Niall before I even knew his middle name. I'm done. You may ask questions."
"I only have one," Harry says.
"Ask away."
"What did you do to get court ordered community service?"
I shrug. "Got into a fight with a guy at a guitar store."
"And you got community service?"
"His dad was a cop."
"That would do it."
"Yep."
We drive in silence for a while.
"Have you ever brought anyone there before?"
I shake my head. "naw. Mom means a lot to me, and I wouldn't bring just anyone there to meet her. Not even Niall has met her."
We pull back into the lot in front of the flat and get out of the car. Harry walks to my side and pulls me into a big hug. "Thanks, Jess. For bringing me along today and especially for letting me hear that song."
"You're welcome," I reply. "You should come with me next time."
He pulls away and looks at me. "I don't think she likes me very much."
"Nope," I shake my head. "She loves you. Trust me."
"Okay," he shrugs. "I'll come with."
I loop my arm through his and we walk up the stair to the apartment. I pull me key out and unlock the door.
"Well maybe you should have known better!" Louis yells.
asdfghjkl; this isn't very good...but...yanno. I kinda wanted to get things up there. Sorry I didn't upload before!! Dx I have been so busy with school work :3
well I should probably go do my psychology homework now
Yeah bye
-Snow
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