I can't sleep
My mind is getting weak
And i play the words
Over and over
In my lulling head
My cheeks stain blue
Because my tears have come accustomed
Too
The colour of the sky
They say
They say,
"Don't be such a child."
But I never knew what its like
To run
Without the intentions of running away
Or to hide from pain
I don't want to be a girl
You see
A girl
You hear
That lost a family
Just
Because
They didn't know how to be one
I don't want to cry
Just because i never knew the warmth of a long hug
Or a kiss upon my forehead
As I'm being tucked into bed
I don't know how to move
From this place
Of apathetic pathetic fits
Because
I am so lost
Within a place
I have never once moved from
And what is this thing
This human being
Trying to tell me to make love
Because they love me
"I love you"
He said
As he hugged me
and tucked me into his own bed
Kissing me upon my forehead
This man
This human
This thing
What the hell is happening??
My mind is so dazed
My eyes in a haze
What the hell?
What the hell?
What the hell?
"I love you."
He said.
"People fuck when they love"
He said.
"I'll love you forever."
He said
"I'm not like other guys."
He said.
I'm so cold
But he won't let go
Whispers in my ear
Kisses upon my neck
I'm so cold
I'm so fucken cold
Wake up
Wake up
Wake up
Please, god, let me wake up!
"I love you."
STOP SAYING THAT
those words make me sick!
i hate them
I hate them so much
And i hate you.
YOU ARE READING
Someone once remembered
PuisiWARNING these poems are not for children, or anyone that is completely against drug abuse, sex,talk of suicide, etc. basically do not read this unless you know you are chill.
