Stray Kids Imagines

Jisung - Message #2

Not having you around anymore

Has gotten me thinking a lot

Do you still think about me?

Am I still your phone background?

Why didn't you just block me?

Are you planning on reaching out again?

Or are you seeing others?

Or maybe you're planning on reaching out, but you're sacred?

That's the worst part

Not knowing

If my feelings have become one sided

Cause until you tell me directly

I will wait for you

And I hate myself for it

I have tried talking to others

In hopes of moving on

But everytime I get called cute

I wish you were the one saying it

I always think of you

You're always on my mind

I even dream of you sometimes

And it makes me want to cry

I never really understood love

I was good with just having friends

But you changed that

Talking to others, just makes me realise that I liked you way more than I thought

They say you don't realise what you have until you lose it

And it's true

I always told you I liked you and liked this and that about you

But there's a big piece missing in my life now

And that piece is so big it's hard to ignore

I want to reach out to you

But if I did

I'm afraid you will look of me as pathetic

Cause what if

You were tired of me

And just wanted to let me down nicely

But sitting here

Waiting for you

for something that might never come

Is killing me.