Dear Yoongi [Completed]

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Dear Yoongi,

I finally uninstalled all of my social apps after temporary disabling all of them.

It would be better this way. I don't want anyone reaching out for me, asking me what's wrong 'cause I'm tired of lying and giving them endless excuses.

On the other hand, I don't want to see anyone right now. If they want to set a casual get together, they could only text or call me through my personal number. It's funny 'cause I've turned on the airplane mood for about a week now. 

Crazy, isn't it? I've been complaining how lonely I was yet I don't want people messaging me or something. It's too complicated to explain but as much as possible, I just want to indulge myself in this loneliness.

The only app I've been using is YouTube. I watch random videos just to entertain myself.

Sometimes, I watch a cooking show or any cooking tutorials and would imitate how do they do it.

No one's gonna taste my cooking, but it's okay. I've never cooked for anyone before as well. Anyway, it's delicious.

I think I discovered a new hobby. A new hobby that would distract me when all of the negative thoughts would start to cloud my mind.

Yoongi, I'll be better soon.

I'm hoping and silently praying for it.

Thank you. 

Thanks for existing, Yoongi.