fairy ♡ ha sungwoon

fairy ♡ nineteen

"Nakikita mo ba yun?" Tanong ni Sungwoon sa akin, as we stared at the stars.

Nandito kasi kami sa isang abandoned beach na nadiscover raw ni Sungwoon. After we went for ice cream earlier which was his treat, dumiretso na kami dito.

"Huh? Yung ano?" Tanong ko, and then he chuckled before shaking his head.

"May shooting star kanina," he replied, kaya naman ay hinampas ko siya.

"Bakit hindi mo sinabi?!" I said, at napanganga naman siya sa akin.

"Kasasabi ko lang, eh," sagot naman niya, and I pouted.

"Sabagay. Kainis," I replied, then he chuckled before ruffling my hair.

Natahimik naman kami, just enjoying the peaceful silence of the now dark skies and deepening night. Somehow, ang comfortable ko sa kanya. There's something  about Sungwoon that calmed me, lalo na ngayong araw at gabi na ito.

I smiled, dahil nawala na yung sakit mula sa nangyari kamina kahit na paano. Kumain lang kami, saka dinala niya ako dito, sapat na yun para makalma ako.

I wonder what's with Sungwoon na siyang nakakalma ako? If I was the version of myself when I wasn't friends with Sungwoon, baka nga hindi ko pa papansinin to, eh.

Medyo napipikit pikit ako and napahikab, and I was surprised when he held my head and placed it on his shoulder. Kahit na medyo nahihiya ako ay hinayaan ko nalang, he's here for me. That's what it made me feel. That I can lean on him.

I suddenly remembered... he was courting me. He's... I blushed.

"Yeonjae," he whispered, and then I hummed. "I wanna make more memories with you. I wanna replace those 12 years of sad memories you had. I wanna be there to make happy memories that lasts with you,"

Natigilan ako. My heart skipped a beat. Never have I ever heard someone tell me those words, even my friends. Hindi nila alam na kahit paano ay gusto ko pa rin makasama ang ama ko. All they know is that I hate my father, I don't ever want to see him, while ang totoo nun ay galit lang ako dahil iniwan niya kami pero gusto ko pa rin siyang makita.

"Sungwoon, don't say those words if you don't intend to stay. Ayaw kong matulad kina mum. Alam mo naman na siguro yun, diba?" I replied, and then I felt him intertwine our hands slowly.

My heart was racing, and I knew one thing. I can trust Sungwoon, and that... maybe just maybe, he really stood a chance with me if only he intended to stay.

"After kong malaman ang tungkol sayo, I just... I wanted to stay even more. Gusto kong manatili sa buhay mo, Yeonjae. I want to make you smile," sagot naman niya, and napaupo ako ng maayos.

I looked up at the stars, smiling softly. Mum, if you're looking down at me right now, do you think Sungwoon and I would be happy? Do you think he won't leave me hanging like how dad did it to you? Sa tingin mo ba, mamahalin niya talaga ako hanggang sa dulo?

Mahal ba niya ako?

"Jae," he whispered, kaya naman ay napatingin agad ako sa kanya. "May shooting star,"

Pagturo niya sa may bandang right side, napalingon ako agad dun. Nagulat naman ako bigla nang yakapin niya ako, making me widen my eyes.

"S-Sungwoon," I muttered, and then he chuckled.

"I won't leave you, Yeonjae. Dito lang ako, in our Neverland." He said, and I smiled.

"Peter Pan... you're my Peter Pan," sabi ko naman, closing my eyes and just letting his embrace warm up the cold night.

"I wanna be with you forever," sabi niya, "I don't wanna grow old, if it's not with you."

Stop doing this, Sungwoon. I don't wanna fall too hard.

I don't wanna...