Miya the Nerd (x Alucard? Claude?)

Seventeen, one or two?

"Miya, what should i do? I don't think i'm ok with us just being friends."

My heart stop beating. I pulled my hands away from him that he raise his head letting it slip.

This is not what i want.

Tons of things played out in my head. But none to clarify of what i just heard. I must've misheard it.

Alucard's POV

"W-what?" She failed to flash me her usual smile.

I give her a defeated sigh.

"Like i just said, i'm not ok with us just being friends. But i know, you don't feel the same way. Claude's on your mind, right?" I stood up, stretching his arms to the sky. "I just feel like i should've let you know."

To be honest. I just want to see her reactions. Maybe i have some hope to be by her side, but the truth...

I've lost. Long before i decided to play.

"Alucard..." she called my name, i can feel she's burdened by it. Damn, i messed up hard.

"If it's easier for you, i won't see you again okay?" I chuckled trying to lift her spirit.

Ah, i feel like i should dump myself to the trash.

"N-no.. it's, it's just-"

"Miya," I called her, gaining her attention. "Don't feel bad. You're not in the wrong. I'll just excuse myself, okay?" I waved at her gaining no response but shaken eyes.

Although my heart just broke, my mind is clear. I do not regret telling her my feelings, though i do regret making her feel like that.

Ah, I'm the worst.

Claude, you better treat her like a princess. I've played the jerk guy for you.

I returned to my class boldly.

"Alucard." Ms. Vexanna scowl, "sit down quickly before I kick you to the principal office again."

I gave her an ok sign, sitting down to my bench, trying to take a nap quickly after latching my butt to the bench. Her class's always boring.

My seatmate vale nudged me. "Why so quick today?"

I lazily answered, "not ur business." I can feel his eyes rolling.

"Where'd you've been at lunch bro? I didn't see you anywhere near the canteen."

"Shaddap man, tryna sleep."

"Let me guess, the rooftop?

i coughed on my own spit.

"Haha, got you. Enjoy your sweet slumber, your majesty~" he sarcastically phrased it. I glanced at the tan man in irritation. He leaned back to cross his arm while yawning, while his silver hair got messy from the wind. He doesn't pay any attention to the class, instead, teasing someone sitting in front of him.

I turn my head to get some peace from the sight and well, sleep. Thanks to the boring class, i dozed off pretty quickly.

BANG!!

"IM NOT SLEEPING!" i jolt up, standing and toppled the chair over.

A burst of laughter gained my attention. It's vale, valir at the back and balmond, they cackle till their stomach hurts.

"Not cool man," i grumbled.

"You should've seen your face," vale wiped a tear. "You wouldn't wake up no matter how much we pester you, we don't have much choice."