Chapter 15

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JM POV

2 days and she'll be gone without giving me the time I needed to seriously think about my feelings to her, that if I'm truly having feelings for her.

Next day from informing me about her departure, I call her asking to take Maze for the upcoming 2 days of which she accepts. However, my satisfactory is never gonna be quenched.

I sigh while I sit on the couch with Maze peacefully sitting on my lap, playing some game on my phone. I watch her, kissing her cheeks "Papa will go to the bathroom okay?"

She nods adorably and gets up from lap as I go to the bathroom. I sigh for like the millionth time in front of the mirror.

She is leaving tomorrow and I'm not doing anything to delay that. But, why do I even want to delay it in the first place? Do I seriously have feelings for y/n?

Even if I do have feelings for her, she wouldn't have asked to leave if she has the same feelings as me. This is just a one-sided story.

I wash my face one last time and leave the bathroom, but when I get out I see Taehyung holding my phone on his ears, probably calling someone.

"He is dumb and stupid even though those two words probably have the same meaning, but the point is that-"

He fucking called y/n. I run quickly to stop him from rambling any more unnecessary words. In no time his eyes catch me coming for him so he starts running around the living room, but-

"JIMIN IS RUNNING AFTER ME, HELP. SEND REINFORCEMENTS."

I give him a glare with my hand placed in front of him in order to give me my phone back. He gulps in hesitation but gives it to me anyway.

I talk with y/n for a bit, holding back my urge to tell her not to leave. Thankfully for me, the call ends without me being humiliated due to my dickheaded friend.

I put the phone in my pocket and march to the living where Taehyung, Jin-Hyung and Namjoon Hyung were and say, "Y/n is coming to take Maze, one of you guys give Maze to her."

While I'm about to leave, Namjoon Hyung's words stop me, "you are running away. Come on Jimin just face reality for once in your life. You have like hundreds of problems which you face at work, so why not face this one too!"

"Your heart will curse you because your brain decided to jump into useless and none existing conclusions," Jin says with pleading eyes.

I immediately avert mine. "It's none of any of your businesses." With that, I leave to my room while hearing fast small steps following me.

I smile and turn around then sit on my knees with my eyes giving Maze my utmost focus. "You are my baby, my little princess. Do you understand that!" She nods adorably to my words and surprisingly pecks my cheek.

"Guess you do understand after all," I carry her up and take her to my room. I put her on my bed to go open my closet, getting out a little box. I open it, pulling out a necklace and wrap it around her neck.

"This should've been for your mummy, but here you go." I hide the Pendleton inside her dress and prepare her for departure then give her to Jin-Hyung, who takes her without saying much.

Whilst I stay out of y/n sight, Hoseok Hyung stands beside me, saying "what are you afraid of? At work, you were the only one thinking about the consequences and the worst-case scenarios, so tell me. What are your concerns?"

Y/n's eyes keep roaming around the place, probably looking for me. Does she want to say goodbye?

I fist my hands, replying "I'm simply afraid she might not like me back which will lead to us being awkward around Maze." I look at him, continuing "I don't want Maze to grow up questioning us or even blaming her mother for not liking me back, and all that will only be for the mere thought of having a perfect family."

"I understand," he replies while giving me an unsure smile. I look outside, seeing y/n finally leaving so I go inside my room.

-Next day-

1 hour left and she didn't send me any goodbye messages, damn it! Should I send her goodbye myself? There is nothing wrong with that right? Yeah, it's not weird to say goodbye.

I decide to take out my phone to send her a goodbye message when it suddenly rings. "Hello!" I speak first.

"So! Y/n reached the airport with Maze. She took care of her flight tickets and bla bla, and she is staring at her phone. What does this mean?"

"Hyung!" I question in surprise when I hear Yoongi Hyung's voice. I sigh and reply to him in a serious manner, "she is waiting for a call-"

"Be more specific," he pushes me more.

"Waiting for my call."

"You see Jimin, the thing with women is that they are all naturally insecure about themselves. So tell me Jimin, do you want to see Maze call another man, dad when she grows up?" His voice is calm yet every word he says is making my blood boil with anger not because of the thought of losing her, but because of my stupidity and weak self.

"I understand, Hyung"

I quickly end the call and grab my car keys, speeding to the airport while ignoring all of my brother's questions. I have no time to waste; I've already wasted enough.

The moment I reach the airport I rush inside without second thought, and thankfully I pump in Yoongi Hyung, who directs me where y/n is sitting. Suddenly, I hear her name being called as the last warning to ride the plane.

I look at my feet and back at her, but she still doesn't seem to feel my presence. I take small strides to her which Maze catches. "Papa," she calls out but y/n looks at her in wonder. Only then Maze points at me, making y/n eyes grow wide.

"They called your name," I say softly with a painful smile radiating from my face.

"They called it 3 times now," she replies.

"And shouldn't you be leaving?"

"Do you want me to?"

"I'm sorry."

She smiles and looks down, saying "I saw the necklace you gave Maze. It has my name engraved on it."

"Yes, it's actually not the only thing I bought which has your name engraved on it."

I bite my lip, anxiety taking all over me. My hand creeps to my back pocket, getting out a small box which looks like the one having the necklace in.

"I don't want to have regrets and I don't want to say the word 'I wish if' so here I go." I look in her eyes, my hands sweaty and my heart thundering against my chest.

"Will you marry me?" I say while showing her the ring I prepared to give her in the right time but was not met by it before.

I close my eyes when I don't hear a single word from her for about a minute, but suddenly everything lifts off my shoulders with just one single word, "yes."

I open my eyes surprised by her acceptance as I ask, "you like me?"

Confusion takes over my words as she nods her read, replying "I thought you only spent time with me because of Maze."

"Damn it, women and their overthinking," I abruptly pull her into a hug, hearing the plane announcing its departure.

"Says the one who was killing himself with overthinking."

I roll my eyes, hearing Yoongi Hyung's remark.

"Seriously Hyung!"

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To all those who read until the end, I'm really grateful and thankful.

Peace Out ;)

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