1 month later…
I am sitting alone here at the seaside. Unlike last time, today was a beautiful day.
I let the waves touch my feet. I breathe in the fresh air and looked at the rising sun while the wind brushes my long hair.
It's been a month Thirdy, but my feelings for you were never changed.
I sighed. Today is the day that I decided to read Thirdy's journal. I am queasy of course, but I feel like have to do it before I leave. I breathe deep and opened his journal entry.
January 14, 20**
I surprised Julia on this day, it was good but my mind was all over the place. She's with her friends, but they weren't really paying attention to us so they haven't seen how nervous I was that I nearly messed up the whole thing
Good thing Kat invited Julia to accompany her in the girl's restroom so I had a chance to breathe. I walked around and then I saw Bea in the balcony. I don't know what's gotten into me but I decided to approach her. I had a conversation with her, and I suddenly felt at ease. It's comfortable like home.
She loves the sunset, that's for sure. I always see her at our grandstand but today is different. The way the sun hits her face is astonishing. It's a view that I always want to see. Reminds me of the time when she got my attention 3 years ago, while I was playing the guitar and singing in the pavements. She walked past me and she looked like an angel with this mesmerizing glow. I told my Mom about her and she just said that maybe that girl is my guardian angel after all.
I remembered asking around for her name, but no one knew her at that moment. When I was about to give up on finding her, that's the time that I met Julia. They were not friends during that time so it's weird how things turned out. Funny coincidence
Even though I finally met Bea, my feelings were already redirected to J and I could say that I am happy with her. But it got me thinking, could I be happier? Would things turn out differently if I haven't met Julia? What would happen if I didn't gave up on finding Bea at that time?
Whatever the answer is, I chose this path, and I will take it. I just pray that Bea will find someone who will look after her, and will see the same glow that I see in her.
This is turning to be an entry about Bea. I guess 14 is Bea Day for me haha. Also, I don't know why I'm smiling so wide right now. It's weird but I love the feeling.
Alright I'm gonna sign off now
Thirdy
I found myself crying while reading his journal entry. I folded the paper and moved it close to my heart. I looked at the sky and let my tears flow
"Thank you for letting me read a piece of your mind, Thirdy. It's really good to know your thoughts. You were also my guardian angel, because you gave me light when the world is a complete darkness…"
I smiled and returned the paper in my bag. I closed my eyes and allowed the wind to calm me.
All I know is that once in his life, I made him feel at home and loved, and that's all that matters. His questions will remain unanswered in my perspective, but I know that he already found the answers that he is looking for in God's paradise
I sighed and looked at my feet. I looked closely and I noticed a metal peeking through the white fine sand. I picked it up and observed it.
It was the infinity ring.
I smiled. Thirdy is here. He found the ring and brought it to me. Even in the afterlife, he is a man of his words.
"You found it Thirdy. Finally…"
