Dear Eddie,
I know you're gone and there isn't anything I can do anymore. I miss you. It's been 7 weeks since the final showdown with IT. I'm not the same without you.
The world is so dull without you in it. The sun isn't as bright anymore. My life is so dark now. It's so hard seeing the losers happy when I'm so deeply depressed.
It's so difficult knowing you aren't ever gonna be there to patch me up when I slice my finger or to tell me the dangers of using a public restroom or something like that. It makes me feel so lonely knowing that you'll never be by my side again.
I just wanted to say that I love you, but because of that stupid fucking clown, I never got to. I wish I could have just gotten the chance to say that to your face. Your sweet and beautiful face.
It should have been me to go. You were so full of life, you don't deserve to be dead. You shouldn't have been the one to go.
I love you so much Eds and I won't ever be able to love anyone else, I'm hooked on you. I'll write to you tomorrow, Eds. I love you
-Richie Tozier <3
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Letters In My Diary - A Reddie Story
FanfictionRichie writes letters to Eddie in his diary.
