Letters In My Diary - A Reddie Story

Chapter 9: Letter Eight

Dear Eddie, 
         The show went well last night and the "meet and greet" was nice. The fans were amazing and sweet. It was kind of comforting in a weird way. 
        One of the fans, his name was Eddie, he gave me a hug. He told me he had lost his mother around the time he found out about me. He said that I helped him through that rough time in his life. We hung out for a while last night. We are actually hanging out again tomorrow.
        I've been in my room a lot lately trying to write new material. It's been really difficult. I'm usually good at making jokes, but I guess making jokes about fucking your mom won't be completely loved by the crowd. 
        Bev and Ben are so happy to be getting married. I wish I could be like that... that we could be like that. I keep imagining us running around in a big backyard chasing our kids and being happy. Then I realize that will never happen because you're gone.
        I'm gonna take a nap because I'm an old man and I'm tired. Anyway, I'll write to you tomorrow. I love and miss you Eds.

- Richie Tozier <3 xoxo