'My life is no longer what I ever wanted. Everything has changed. Now even I cannot get out of here. But I have to do everything right till the last breath. I have to give what I have done
The same thing was repeated in Jimin's mind.
The new marriag...
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The bright rays of the afternoon went straight from his eyes.And he opened his eyes very slowly.It was noon. The sun had come out quite high.And as soon as the nurse removed the curtain, a gust of hot air ignited the entire room. Jimin's eyes opened with a sudden act. But as soon as he raised his hand to stop the direct rays on his eyes His wrist started to ache drastically. He started to see the wound dressing bandages on his wrist.He started remembering all .Everything that he wanted to get away from, now he had come in front of him. He calmly started looking at the ceiling of the hospital room. He wanted to cry again. He even cried.But now the door of the room opened and he saw that his mother was standing. She was standing with her crying face. ''Ohh chim, you awake honey '', his mother burst into tears. After all she is mother and jimin was in the way he was crying messed. He never wanted to his mother cried for him.His mother now wanted to know what happened that Jimin wanted to end his life so badly. But she knows that this is not a good condition or not place, But she was figured out with jimin and woobin's past few days behavior now she knows why jimin try to take his life away.
As mother she could only give him support and courage . She wanted to see jimin happy.
Jimin had to stay in the hospital for two days just to recover his hand. But the doctor had also advised Psychologists for his mental health balance. He didn't eat anything for two days. He started eating something from his mother's forced actions. Do anything he only misses woobin. He still want woobin in his life. But His heart was not ready to accept anything.anything bad which woobin treated him past few months. yet he was not ready for healing anything.the harsh words, beaten marks still left behind with him.
Two days had passed. Now he was ready to go home. The car ride was quiet. His parents didn't even talk about the anything in whole ride. They wanted to give him his own time.when they arrived at home jimin Come to the room and lay on his bed. He looked at his room and immediately realized that some things had been removed.He knew that his parents did not want to lose him again..so he did not disclose anything about the change in the room.All he had to do was turn his eyes away and forget everything. Even at dinner time, he was silent on the dining table.After dinner he went to his room he took his medicines and And he fall asleep.
"You have to do abortion, I am not ready to be a father,It's all your fault, you should have taken the birth control pills" Damn it jimin. I'm not ready yet.. Tomorrow we are going to hospital and we just abort this baby. I can't deals with your pregnancy " No.. I've taken the appointment for abortion process it will takes few days for your recovery . Be ready at morning" , Woobin angrily told to jimin. "Please don't do this" I want this baby. Please woobin"
Please don't give me so much pain.
Please
It's hurts
jimin was cying in his dream
'Jimin baby ! what happened don't cry'. Shhh....honey it's just nightmare. Wake up jimin. Mom is here", His mother wakes him up from his bad dreams. Sweat was all over his forehead. But nothing was coming out of his tongue due to the sore throat. Now He was sitting on his bed. His mother gave a glass of water and he drink it.
"Mom, When can I get over this pain? I don't deserve to live. I just wanted to go to my baby...that baby which I've killed. Now jimin was crying with all his heart.his mom was slightly move towards him she knows that Jimin is carrier and he was pregnant with woobin's child. But she was never agreed with jimin and woobin for baby abortion. She was sure about couples that this abortion part was only done through the woobin's consent bcoz jimin always loves kids.
What can I do mom? Jimin asked with his broken sob. "He said I'm not good enough I killed my own baby. He said, I'm a big distraction, i came between his life and career. i wont deserve him anymore. I'm whore, I'm a bad person mom", Jimin kept telling his mother what woobin told him.
"Honey. Don't say that you are bad person. We all know that how much adorable you are. And woobin He never saw your goodness That was his loss. We know that how much you love him And here is the talk of the baby That was the decision of both of you. Don't blame yourself for everything jimin.. Even if you adopt that baby maybe woobin was not good father for him or her. So stop thinking anything wrong I'm always with you.. Just remember that okay chim". She cupped his cheeks and kiss his forehead... "I love you chim.. Mom always love you "(sorry guys I'm just mumma girl)
But in other hand jimin was keep thinking about woobin, what make him so cruel so mean, what does that happen he cant even accept me. even after I abort my baby, he beaten me,slapped me ,why woobin changed so much ,does he never love me once in his life, what did all those gift, surprises,date mean to him? is this all joke to him? why did he came in my life? what i got so bad...
Jimin was glad that he have supportive parents. But he wish that all just happened with him in this two years was dream of him and he never want to be reality of this dream. unfortunate he was part of the his reality. he keeps saying himself again and again that he forget woobin but deep down he knows that this is impossible. now he was crying. he was mentally and physically exhausted.
