You are the shadow to my light-yoonmin

chapter-3 despondent

He was sitting quietly in his library. yes, jimin currently sitting in his personal library which is connected to his bedroom. A quite afternoon and peaceful atmosphere only two thing he need it right now.  and he got it.  recently jimin try to spend most of his time in library with all of his favourite books. he almost read all of these books  before but again he stared to read them again to prevent his overthinking. he really wanted to get over his depression but nothing helps. he had bad dreams frequently. he tried his best to forget his past incidence but again he failed. reading books seems not helping this time. he back to his room laid down his bed. eyes fixing on ceiling now he drafted to sleep. 

jimin, his mother called him

He open his eyes slowly , ''yes mom, what happened '',he formally said his mother.

''honey its dinner time wake up, you've been sleeping almost  six hours and even you've skipped your breakfast and lunch too so come along with me and dad for dinner ,and don't tell me that you are not hungry, come down'', OK. and she left the room.

now its jimin's daily routine to skip his breakfast, lunch, dinner but his mother always remind him for food but he ignored. he loss his weight and now he come down to dinning room and start his dinner meal with lesser quantity.

Jimin you can eat as much as can, his father said. yes dad,only two words he reply in back.

why don't you join office jimin? at least you can divert your mind for good purpose ,how many days you've been doing like this? again his father said but in cleared tone.

what? i don't know dad,  

why you don't know jimin?, he said politely

please dad don't start , i'm already frustrated , 

''ok fine, But i want to discuss with you something just remind me when you are  NOT  frustrated''. 

'I'm done, thank you, good  night'', he got up from his place ,and without looking his parents he went to his room.

Again, what should i do ? should i take this pills ? oh god why this so difficult, only two weeks has been past and still jimin got so many sleeping difficulties, his nightmares leads to sleeping deficiencies , he always feels tired without doing anything which makes him more depressed.

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Another bad day wow, jimin keep thinking of woobin and nothing help ,'' why this so difficult uuuhhhaaaaaaaa''he pull his hair angrily. he was crying over woobin. why I'm so worthless:[ he took his sleeping pills and he slept.

now this is happening with him often, wake up in the morning nothing to do, went to the library read any random book without concentration, come back to room and sleep, he skip his breakfast,lunch and dinner, even he feel so worthless .crying in bed countless time.

this is something serious happen to him 

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day by day his condition getting worse now his parents start worrying about him more. but Mr park have better plan for jimin what is it?

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Please woobin don't leave me , i'll do anything, please stay with me

Please

you call me anything i'll accept that, just say one last time that,''you love me''

I'm begging you,

Please

sob*

sob*

Jimin wake up in his bad dream , why only with me? he asked himself with teary eyes and sore throat. he got up from his bed  and took his sleeping pills, drink water and slept again.

this how continuation of his dream making him more and more depressed.

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-alex