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Present day-
"You love me yoongi...you always do.... I'm scared without you.... I will lonely without you...I love you .."
He wants to say so many things, but like usual, he say nothing instead. What is the point of saying those things, if he will not change anything anyway?
"yoon..." There is no stopping it. The tears just start flowing freely. Thick and ugly, soaking his shirt and yoongi's neck when jimin buries his face in it. He sobs.
He sobs loudly and bitterly, full of sorrow and desperation, wrapping his arms tightly around the others neck. "yoon... I- I-..."
"I don't want to leave you!" He screams. He shouts. He cries. He sobs. His breath shudders, his body shakes... and yoongi?
Yoongi was just laying on the bed, his eyes were close and skin was paler than usual. Jimin pressed his bump into the other's stomach tightly, baby wiggling happily at his father's warmth and jimin falls apart completely. It is the truth... a truth he has kept hidden for so long... a truth that has torn him apart from the inside out, left him in shambles, shattered into a million pieces. "I DON'T WANT TO LEAVE YOU!"
He can barely breathe between the sobs.
"I WANT US TO BE TOGETHER! TO BE HAPPY TOGETHER!" He screams it all out. "I WANT MY BABY WITH YOU!" Everything. Everything he has been feeling and thinking, but not saying, because he had to put his baby first.
"It hurts so much... Yoongi... it hurts...more than anything...." The arms around him hold him even tighter as the other leans down, nuzzling into his neck.
Jimin clings to him like a child, pulling him closer to him. He pulls the thick winter blanket around them.
"'m sorry...but I have to do this..." His finger traces yoongi's cheek so lightly. smearing tears across reddened skin.
Jimin was silent for a very long time. He just laying on the bed and hold yoongi while he lets it all out. The pain, the desperation, all the emotions and fears... all the hurt and trauma...
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Four weeks ago-
"You've put shame on me jimin." A pause.
"slut , look at me when I am talking to you." He does, his face carefully motionless. How is it that now... even now... when he is so obviously threatened, he still feels nothing. Jimin just... does not care anymore. "You know what this means." he knows how yoongi's punishments are relentless.
Yoongi stands, walking past him to a door in the back. "Remove your shirt." jimin does not argue. He does not protest, simply obeying.
It is the whip this time. Ten strokes across his back, starting at his shoulders and going down to his hips. Jimin yelps every time the whip touches him; every time he feels his skin break. At least he is not immune to pain as well.
By the time he finish, he has no strength left to keep himself upright, crumbling to the ground as soon as yoongi loosen his restrains.he left pregnant man behind the close door.
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Three weeks ago-
Here's how it goes.
Yoongi has Jimin against a wall, his cock buried inside him in one of the empty restroom of the hotel where the party is hosted and his hands gripping at Jimin's ass. but the way Jimin tries to stifle his moans, biting at his fist, writhing beneath him, that's something that has Yoongi losing his mind.
"God, you're fucking tight." Yoongi grunts, thrusting hard and Jimin's legs quiver "You're so gorgeous."
Jimin whimpers, to hold his huge pregnancy bump by one hand and another hand over the wall to prevent pressure of the deep thrust.
"You like that? When people compliments you.. How beautiful you are.... Such pretty slut".
"yoon...please...." Jimin breathes out, holding himself with a one hand on the wall.
Yoongi grips the back of Jimin's neck and squeezes, Jimin whining and his hips faltering.
Yoongi knows Jimin is tired, he can feel it in the tone of his voice, but he stops moving anyways. Jimin whines.
"get clean yourself.. We're going home"
Jimin stops moving as well. He twists his head to look at Yoongi from behind his shoulder and he hummed.
Yoongi didn't wait for jimin as he went out the restroom.
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Two weeks ago-
"Jimin.. Just open the door.. I'll take him to the bed", hoseok said. And pregnant man follow every instructions
"Hyung... Is he fine?" Jimin said as he sat beside the yoongi. He was concerned.
"I'm going to lay down his drunk ass over the bed",
"Don't worry his fine".
Maybe he'll be sober up till the morning"hoseok said and Suddenly yoongi shifts.
He rolls onto the jimin's side... slinging an arm over jimin's lap and pulling him closer by his hips, face nuzzling into his baby bump. Baby reacts too, shifting towards the father side and kicking jimin's ribs in the process. This is... strangely intimate....jimin stares down at his husband for a long moment, then remembers that hoseok is watching the exchange. He blushes, hesitantly looking back to him.
"You're growing so well Minnie!" yoongi said at his stomach then, he giggle.
Jimin's breath hitched
"yoongi..." He whispers it, afraid that if he will speak any louder, he would awake him and later the night will ends with bruises and cuts.
Silent filled in the air.
"I wish he could be sober everyday"hoseok said.
"I really wanted to say so many things.. Hoseok signed.
Nevermind.... Good night" As hoseok left jimin with saddest expression he has ever seen on anyone.
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One week ago-
........................... To be continue
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