Hidden (bakugo x reader)

[26] Always here

-Flashback-

I could feel my eyes open,i slowly look around .It wasn't my cell and I didn't hear anyone screaming .I spotted a window and stared out of it, it was cloudy and raindrops slid down the window.

Soft snores caught my attention, I quickly turned my head to the source.A woman with long green hair was laying her head softly on the bed I was in.

My eyes began to burn and a stream of tears fell I grabbed onto the white sheet tightly as I whimpered and my tears flowed down my face, At that moment I was so happy ,I was free I was saved I didn't know how but I felt safe.

She slowly lifted her head up and I stared into her shiny green orbs,"(Y/N)!" she wrapped her arms around me and I did the same.

"Im safe....aunt inko" I mumbled into her chest as we hugged,"Im safe!" I cried out and held onto her tighter like I would be taken again.

"Please dont let them take me again! I was S-So s-scared aunt inko! it hurt! its hurt! it hurt!"

She ran her fingers through my hair "I-I know but your safe...." she tightened her grip "Your sa-safe" her voce cracked and my back became wet. "That's all that matters now" she placed her hands on each side of my face.

"Im so thankful, I dont think I could ever forgive myself if anything horrible were to happen to my sisters daughter" she cried. "Your safe now!" I shoved my head in her chest, and we cried together.

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After two weeks I finallly got to go home with aunt inko, during those two weeks I started therapy with a lady named, Mrs.daf.

I didn't know what I needed therapy for at first but,she explained to me after what has happened to me I show symptoms of ptsd.When therapy first started it was hard,i couldn't bring myself to speak of the events that happened without breaking down.

Post traumatic stress syndrome.

Its been six months since my rescue and I can feel myself getting better,but... its still hard.I barely get any sleep on some nights,I have alot of night terrors from being kidnapped.

Aunt inko has been there through all of it though,I know that I'm making things difficult for her,but she continues to help me.

Age 11

"Aunt inko! Izuku!" I walked down the stairs and into the kitchen to find the two."you guys! This isn't funny.." I snapped my head looking into the living room after I heard a huge bang.

I slowly walked to the source,"hello.." another bang which made me jump.
I reached the living room,there izuku was.

He had pots and pans all over his body,"um zuku what are you doing?" He jumped up quickly,"ah you startled me their!" He smiled. "Well! I've made a hero costume! Tehe" he shot a peace sign up.

"Uh ok...wel-" aunt inko walked through the room putting a green sweater on her eyes looking tired."oh sweety there you are it's about time to see Ms.daf".

I smiled softly and nodded my head,she kneeled down and gave zuku a kiss "izuku the babysitter should be here any second I'll be back ok"

Izuku had a sad look on his face, but smiled and gave her a hug.i waved bye as we left the house.

Age 14      ⚠️TRIGGER WARNING⚠️

"Worthless"

"Useless"

"Your messing up their lives"

"End it end it END IT"

I cupped my hands over my ears, "SHUT UP,GET OUT OF MY HEAD!"tears poured down my face as the voices screamed inside my head.

I had quit going to therapy because I felt it wasn't doing any good,I haven't seen ms.dsf in seven months.

i held onto the blade in my hand,blood trickled down my arm from the fresh new cuts I had added to the fourteen old ones.

I've stayed in my room for weeks,I refuse to come out, I can't look them In the face,not after what I said.

Flashback

"(Y/n) what's wrong sweetie" she placed her hand on mine but I quickly smacked it away
"Could you just stop" I picked at the cold food in front of me.

She looked startled "I don't understand...stop what" I could see zuku watching from the corner of my eye.

"He hates you (y/n), you took everything from him how selfish"

I let out a growl "JUST STOP!" I shoved my plate onto the floor and stood "The way you treat me it's so pathetic! You only do it cause you pitty me! Quit pretending your happy we all know I'm dead weight to you,I know u hate the fact your stuck with me!."

Aunt inkos eyes softened,and slowly began filling with tears "(y/n-".

"See your miserable with me around,and I know that I've ruined izukus life by just being alive,just say it! SAY IT!".

I pulled at my hair "say you hate me!"
Everything was silent, "is that.. really what you think" I looked up at zuku,his eyes saddened as well as aunt inkos.

I released my hair and bolted up the stairs ignoring the two calling my name.

I quickly slammed my door shut and locked it.

Flashback over

I hardly eat,aunt inko or izuku bring my plate up and I either decide I want it or leave it.

My rooms dark and every hour I spend here the voices get louder,"I..can't take it" I grabbed a bottle of sleep pills and grabbed the halfway empty water bottle

I filled my hand with the pills and chugged the water to quickly get them down.

I leaned my head back onto my pillow with tears slowly sliding down and smiled."I'm sorry you guys...I hope you can be happier without me."

I laid there waiting,my eyes got heavier and heavier the distant sounds of a familiar voice was the last thing I heard until it got dark.

Instead of waking up in the afterlife,I woke up inside of a hospital.aunt inko and zuku both by my side.

Turns out zuku was the one who found me.he had came to check on me and make sure I was ok.

A few times after that I attempted to kill myself but In the end they never went through.

Age 15

I started therapy again,ms.daf was happy to see me,it's been over a year and I feel better than I did last year,I can feel myself healing but there still some memories left just not as bad.

I turn sixteen next year,which means ill be attending ua the best hero school out there and so will zuku,it will be my first time in a public school since I've been homeschooling most my life.

My goal is to help kids from getting hurt like me,I know I'll struggle but there are people who need saving and I'll be the one doing it.

I appreciate everything aunt inkos done as well to help me get here.

Yes finally finished up this chapter I appreciate you all being patient with me I hope u are all safe during this pandemic please make sure to stay safe.

Next chapter "OLIVIA!! "🤪🤪