Hidden (bakugo x reader)

[24] Going into darkness

⚠️Warning: Somewhat self harm⚠️

The room was dark, not a bit of light steaming in. Clothes were scattered along the floor, water bottles that were only drank half way and left over food on the small coffee table with flies flying around.

Bakugo laid under the covers staring into the darkness, his eyes were red and puffy from crying for the past three days ever since he was released from the hospital he cried he didn't care how anyone seen him, weak a sissy.

But if anyone had something wrong to say especially about (y/n) he'd have no problem blasting their face off.

He rolled over sitting up with an emotionless look on his face, he stood up dragging his blanket onto the ground and walking into the bathroom. He hissed at the light after adjusting to the light he placed both hands onto the counter and looked into the mirror at himself.

"Hm you look like shit" he stared at himself, their were bags under his eyes and he was beginning to lose color. "You... deserve this asshole, your such a weakling" he laughed sadly " couldn't even fucking save her". He looked back into the mirror and gritted his teeth.

"YOU USELESS PIECE OF SHIT" He punched the mirror causing it to shatter. Bakugo slowly took his hand away, glass shards stuck into his hand as blood dripped.

Tears started to fall down again not from the physical pain but the pain his heart felt.He slid down the wall onto the floor with his knees up, he placed his not bloody hand onto his head.

"W-why...I feel so numb, when did I- " his voice cracked and he sniffled, "When did I become so weak". He sobbed loudly into his knees not even bothering with his bloodied hand...not even bothering that he might bleed out, he didn't have the strength to fight, it's true he wanted to go save (y/n), but the sadness he felt kept him from doing so.

About ten minutes passed by, their was a knock. "Hey bakugo" the sound of kirishimas voice came from the outside of his door.

"I was just coming to check up on you man, um... I'm coming in" kirishimas walked into the dark room, a saddened look washed over his face. He seen the lights on in the bathroom and walked over his eyes widened in shock.

Kirishimas pov

It's been three days since bakugo was released from the hospital.

FLASHBACK

"Yo kaminari wanna come hang out in the living room sero and Mina are here as well!" Kaminari smiled brightly, "sure not like I got anything else to do man".

The group of friends sat their chatting normally, the door opened revealing bakugo, his face was emotionless.

Kirishima stood up quickly, "Hey man glad your back if you want would you-" "leave me alone shitty hair don't bother talking to me I don't I have time to deal with you".

Bakugo just walked past the group their mouth left gaping open just a little, Kiri looked at bakugo with sad eyes knowing he wasn't ok and that worried him".

FLASHBACK OVER

I knocked on bakugos door expecting to not get an answer, "hey bakugo it's kirishima I was just coming to check on you man" I hesitated before opening the door. "Um...I'm coming in".

As I entered I could feel the gloominess of the room,the place looked horrible,their was no sign of bakugo though.

I had noticed the bathroom light on and made my way over, my eyes widened in shock.Blood and glass was everywhere, bakugo sat slouched over halfway conscious glass stuck into his right hand with blood dripping.