Chapter 19: Confession

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A/N: Hey guys!! :)) I have this whole story worked out I'm going to write it all this week but post it one week at a time unless enough people request it! Hint Hint ;) xD Should be posted on Thursday's or Tuesday those are my days off I start college on the 26th of November so I want to finish the story before than! <3 hope you guys enjoy the ending as much as me!

                “Randy?” I wake to Sam’s voice, letting out a groan I peek through one of my eyes and see her popping her head into the car. “What are you doing in there?” she questions opening the door, rubbing my eyes I sit up in the backseat my heart falling realizing last night wasn’t some horrible nightmare.

                “Got home late, didn’t want to wake you.” I mumble reaching my arms up as high as the car would allow and stretching out my stiff back, she pulls the passenger seat forward gesturing for me to climb out the moment I did my muscles were practically screaming hallelujah with joy.

                “Why are your eyes bloodshot?” she questions her arms folding across her chest and I knew then she wasn’t going to buy a lie, not today.

                “Well let’s see here, I did sleep in a car, so.” I snap still stretching out my back, her eye’s narrow not appreciating my witty sarcasm.

                “I had my mom come get Lanna so we could talk freely,” her body loosens up as mine starts to tense, this couldn’t be good. “Wanna do it inside?” she questions, I contemplate turning the subject dirty like before but maybe it would be good for us to discuss this.

                “Yeah.” I sigh draping my arm over her shoulder and leading her inside the house, sitting down at the table we just stare at each other neither of us wanting to be the one to start the conversation nor bring up the big D word. “So…what are we talking freely about?” I question,

                “Do you love me?” she says the instant the words leave my mouth and I wanted to eat them back up and turn the subject dirty but it was far too late for that as the tears start to bead in her eyes.

                “You are the mother of my child, of course I love you, Sam.” I say in a low voice but with confidence, I did in fact love my wife I never doubted that, I just think I love Jazmine in a stronger way.

                “Then why are we like this, why don’t you try to make our relationship strong? I thought finally, with this injury we would be able to fix things and go back to when we were passionately in love but no, you are gone all the time.” She says accusatively the word hadn’t been thrown out there yet but I could hear it quickly approaching, I stare at her trying to find words but I couldn’t. There was no excuse good enough to make how I feel right. “Are you having an affair?” Bam, there was the word and it hit me like a ton of bricks.

                “What?” for some reason this was the only word I could find, nothing else was coming up like it should. Everyone knew I was a smooth talker but the words were gone because I knew I was guilty of loving another woman.

                “Randy, just tell me…I need to know…” The tears started to flow and my heart was breaking even more at the fact that I hurt my first love, I didn’t want this to happen. Hell, I tried to stay away from Jazmine I knew something bad would come of it but John insisted.

                “Not physically…” I whisper my head turned to the ground I couldn’t look at her face when betrayal crosses it, I hear her chair screech with friction as she pushes back on the table to get up. A burning sting on my cheek seconds later, when I realize she slapped me. “Sam, please…” I plead getting up and pulling her into my arms,

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